Random thoughts, vents, rants, etc

Life and why it's confusing

So today I did a thing for the first time and I was super nervous and panicky because it was an online watch party on discord and I didn't want to miss anything so like ten minutes before I was running around and grabbing snacks, filling my water bottle, etc and freaking out like what if I have to use the restroom like halfway through but I can't pause and I miss something important and that kind of thing

So I did what any sane person would do and panicked while filling a bowl with pretzels
Also this is the first time I would be watching a horror movie without a member of my family in the room watching with me (Like my parents and I spent the summer watching the Scream franchise and we only have one left. Also a year ago my mom and I watched Scary Stories to tell in the Dark and yesterday my brother and I watched Constantine, neither of which really count but they kinda do since they have some horror elements in them) so that added some extra panik to the mix.
But then I took a shit and everything was fine all of a sudden and I'm just really confused because HOW

Anyway it went fine and the movie was great and not even that scary so I'm all good and spent half my morning freaking out for nothing

And on my Chill Day™ no less

After a WEEK of DEEP CLEANING MY ROOM (I'm homeschooled so short school hours :D)

Anyway.

I was bored a few days ago and took a Harry Potter Soulmate Quiz(I'm not a huge fan on the franchise because I hate JK Rowling) and I was thinking "If it's not a Weasley or a girl then I send it back."

Guess who I got?

Hint: It's not a Weasley or a girl.

...

It's Draco.

Like

Thanks but no

Time for a new subject
Let's talk about Halloween.

Specifically, my issues with my chosen costume.

I decided to go for Prophecy Girl Buffy, like the whole prom dress and jacket deal

There are a few problems.

1: I don't have a leather jacket. I have a cute beige one tho
2: In the actual episode, Buffy wears these cute little white heels. You know, to walk in the sewer. Underground. To kill a vampire. Think ahead for goodness sake those are gonna be painful to walk back in.
Anyway, I have a pair, but It would be more convenient to wear these really cute boots that add like two inches to my height(not heels just platformed) plus they're super comfy and match the exact shade of the jacket.
3: I can't find any good pictures of her makeup. And no one made any Buffy makeup tutorials, so I have to find a not crappy picture off the internet and try to copy it. Also, I'm still new to makeup since it seems like such a hassle to put on, so I have to copy a look that I can't find any pictures of for a one day thing with very little idea what I'm doing.

Yeah anyway it's late and probably no one is gonna read this but if you somehow read through everything I wrote here, remember to drink water and get at least nine hours of sleep a night. Basically stay healthy frens and happy Halloween