never without you // a Minsung ff

//CHAPTER 1//

//JISUNG//

I checked my emails for any new news about my audition for a kpop company. My heart was racing as I saw a few new, unread emails. I clicked on them to find one from the kpop company I had auditioned for earlier, JYP Entertainment (a/n: Jay why pee). My heart beat faster and my hands started to get clammy and sweaty. I rubbed my hands nervously on my pants. I swallowed hard and opened the email.

I got in.

I couldn't believe me eyes.

I jumped out of my chair and ran downstairs. "MOM, MOM, MOOOOOM! I'M OFFICIALLY A TRAINEE FOR JYP!!" I yelled, throwing the glass door of the kitchen open. "Wow, that's great." she said with a small smile on her face. She looked tired.

"Are you okay?" I asked, my smile that was shining brightly only a second ago gone from my face without a trace. "Yeah...I'm fine," she said, wrapping me in a hug.

"Is it him again?" I asked, referring to my dad. She let go of me. "Don't do anything, he'll hurt you," she said, fear in her eyes.

I left the kitchen furiously and ran through the house in search my dad. He doesn't even reserve such a title. Coming home late, probably from some girls' house cheating, everyday drunk as fuck.

It would be better off if he died.

Then my mom and I wouldn't have to deal with his shit. We would finally be in peace.

But no. My mom is way too soft to divorce. Everyday and every time she says the same shit. "He'll change. He'll change. Just give him some time to get over his addiction to alcohol."

So I'll just have to protect her myself. I've been doing that ever since I was 15 or 16.

But I am not gonna be here with her. Meaning I won't be able to protect her anymore. That's why I'm hesitating to go.

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"Get down here! You're gonna be late!!" I heard my mom yell from downstairs. I had decided to go to the company and become an idol. If I do, I'll be able to provide for my mom myself and convince her to divorce from my dad. 

"Coming!!" I yelled back. I quickly put phone in the pocket of my grey sweatpants, put my black headphones on my neck, swung my backpack over my shoulder and headed out. I didn't bother finding my dad to say goodnight because I know he isn't home. He's most likely somewhere cheating on my mom or getting drunk at some stupid bar.

I put my sneakers on and left with my mom out the front door to the car. I went in the back, wanting to have more space for my bags and stuff. "Are you nervous?" My mom asked, peering at me from the corner of my eye. before starting the engine. "A bit," I said with a smile. "Don't worry, you'll do great!" She said, returning the smile.

It amazes me how her eyes still have that precious shine even through all the things she has gone through. And I don't want it to disappear.

"Thanks, but what if I mess up and get sent back? What if the other trainees don't like me? What if my roommates are mean?" I asked. "They won't, just call down." She reassured.

//MINHO//

I ran downstairs, yelled goodbye to my parents ("DON'T FORGET YOUR TOOTHBRUSH!!") and headed, my suitcase in one hand and bag on my shoulder. My friend who is also going to be a trainee but for a different compay, Seungmin is going to pick me up since it's on his way. Well, he isn't, his dad is.

I waited for about two minutes and their black car came down the curb. I put my suitcase in the trunk and sat down at the back seat.

"Hey bro!" Seungmin greeted. "Hey," I replied. "We're gonna pick up Hyunjin," Seungmin said. "Oh, ok." I answered.

About 20 minutes later, we arrived at Hyunjins' house. Seungmin and I helped him put his suitcase in the trunk and Hyunjin and I sat down at the back seat.

An hour and thirty minutes later, we arrived at the company. My heart was beating fast and I fell nervous but nevertheless I tried my best to hide it and exited the car calmly.

The company was biiiiig and very pretty. I was even surprised that Jay Why Pee- I mean JYP- was behind all  this.

Well he's okay I guess.

"Bye guys, and thanks for the ride!" I said, waving at Seungmin and Hyunjin who were still in the car. They exited the vehicle and hugged me. "Byee,"

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A/N: i was actually writing a bit yesterday. i was doing an all nighter with my neices and at about 5 in the morning, they fell asleep so i decided to write. but i fell asleep.

//Thank you for reading//