never without you // a Minsung ff

//CHAPTER 8//

//MINHO//

Thankfully, my house is right next to JYP Entertainment because all I wanted to do right now, is to be in my own bed. I would have dreaded if I would have to take a train, or flight etc. Because then I would have had to stay another night or two here and I can't stand the thought of it. The embarrassment and disappointment of what I could have had would eat me alive.

We all headed back to the apartment/dorm in an oddly silent atmosphere. No one dared say a single word and everyone looked unbelievably sad. Han held my hand tightly like he never wanted to let go. I wish he didn't have to.

Once we arrived at the apartment I went to my room and started to pack my bags, Han followed shortly after. I could hear a sniffle behind me and I quickly looked behind me to see Han's face all red and covered in fresh tears. "I-I don't w-want you to go!" he said between tears. To be honest, I didn't know how to respond. Obviously, I feel the same way. "I don't want to either," I said, also crying at this point. 

I know I can debut with another company, but that would mean that I won't be able to debut with them. And that's how I want to debut. With Han. Nevertheless, I'll just work hard on my rap and debut with another company. Maybe I could even debut at the same company as Hyunjin.

That's a good idea.

"I'll just finish packing up, and we'll say our goodbyes," I said. Han nodded. He say down at his desk, patiently waiting for me.

A few minutes later, I finished. "Let's go," Han said, leading the way out of the room. I stayed lingering behind, catching a good look at this room. My side of my room looked very empty. My desk finally looked clean and the top bunk was stripped of my sheets.

I let out a depressing sigh and followed Han to the living room. Fresh tears streamed out as I saw all everyone in the living room, waiting for me. God, I'm going to miss them more than anything in this whole world. 

Right when Chan saw me, he ran to me and gave me a big hug. All the others walked behind him, waiting for their turn to embrace me as well. Each one of them hugged me, and each one of them handed me a goodbye letter. I put each and every one of them in my bag, not wanting to read them. After each hug, more and more tears came flooding out. 

The last person was Han. I gave him one of the biggest hugs of my life and received one in return. "I'm going to miss you so so so much!" Han exclaimed, not letting go of me. "Me too, Hannie," I said.

I reluctantly pulled myself away from the hug. 

"I'm going to walk you out," Han whispered. "Sure," I said back. "Guys, Imma walk Minho out." Han told the others. They all nodded. I looked at all of them for one last time before walking out of the apartment. 

I didn't realize it started to rain, but it was. Hard. "We should call a taxi," Han suggested. "Nah, my house is really close," I said. 

I don't deserve a taxi. 

"I guess this really is goodbye," Han said sadly. 

Now or never.

"Han?" I asked. 

Besides, I won't ever see him again.

"Hmm?" he asked, looking at me.

So if he rejects me...

"I like you," I said, the words just came barreling out of me. 

it won't be much of a problem.

Han turned bright red. I was anxious for his reaction. He just looked at me in surprise. Then he looked at the floor. The only noise was the drops of water hitting the ground and buildings around us. "M-me too," Han said finally. I could barely even hear him. He was so very quiet. But he still said it. And I still heard him clearly. 

He looked at me again and I started to turn red as well. I moved closer to him. And closer. And closer. And closer until there was barely any space between us. I once again moved closer and then there was zero space between our lips. He kissed me back, passionately (a/n: i can never write a kiss scene with a serious face, i always end up either cringing or laughing i just cant). I grabbed his waist and pulled him closer, deepening the kiss. (a/n: im def cringing). We finally let go because of oxygen (a/n: kill me.). 

"I really gotta go," I said. Han nodded sadly. "Bye..." he said. "Bye," I said back, equally as sadly. I turned to leave. "Wait!" Han exclaimed. "Hmm?" I asked, turning around. "Here," he said, handing me his own letter. I took it with a sad smile. "Thank you, Hannie," I said. I gave him one last hug before leaving.

I walked sadly through the rain, my salty tears mixing with the rainwater. By the time I reached home, not a single part of my body wasn't wet.

//JISUNG//

I stayed looking at Minho leave until he disappeared through the corner. Man, I love him so much. I was soaked, but I didn't care. I slowly went back to the apartment and started crying for what felt like the billionth tie today. At least my eyelashes will grow longer I guess. But they're already long enough.

I took a hot shower and went to my bed and broke down.

When I woke up, I was somehow in Minho's bed.

2 years later...

3RACHA. One of the biggest K-pop groups in the world. It consists of me, Bangchan (Chan), and Changbin. The only other group that could even compete with us is Stray Kids. Minho's group. Even now, I still get sentimental thinking about him. If only he could have debuted with us. If only. 

Stray Kids consists of Lee Know (Minho's stage name), Hyunjin, Felix, Seungmin and I.N. (Jeongin). Seungmin and Jeongin weren't able to debut in 3RACHA so Minho suggested they come to his company. I'm so happy they are together.

Minho and I haven't talked in ages. Partly because my phone broke and I lost my number. I miss him. So much. But I also need to get over him. I need to.

I did get over him.

Then why am I so jealous because of some stupid dating rumours between him and Soyeon from another group called (G)-idle??

It's nothing...right??

1091 words

A/N: time to jump off my balcony.

//Thank you for reading//