Outcast | Mattbin

열 (TEN)

it's been a few days ever since the kiss and somehow Matthew still can't get over it

he had been ignoring Hanbin for the past few days and he wasn't sure why

Sure he had feelings for the older but he just can't help but to ignore him

He felt like he shouldn't be around the older for a while

"Penny for your thoughts?" Hao said, which made Matthew flinch a bit

"It's nothing" Matthew smiled, but Hao didn't buy that

"I noticed that you're ignoring Hanbin after.. your kiss" Hao asks, wondering why the inseparable duo was just ignoring eachother, well, Matthew did, Hanbin didn't

Matthew stayed silent, Hao sighed "what's wrong?"

"hao hyung, i have feelings for Hanbin hyung but I don't know what to do with this because after the kiss I've gone completely crazy and and and AHH IM SO CONFUSED." Matthew said in one breath, grabbing his hair in frustration

Hao pursed his lips towards the ceiling and thought for a while, "well.. feelings can get really confusing, but you should calm down and talk to the poor boy, he's been worrying about you and keeps on spacing out" Hao announced

Matthew sighed, "I don't know hyung.. I'm just so confused!"

"Just talk to him hyung, he misses you alot" Gyuvin stepped in

"Yeah! I'm quite tired of him whining and saying he misses you non stop" Yujin added crossing his arms

"that's a lie!" Matthew pointed out

Yujin looked at him confused, "what do you mean a lie? I'm serious hyung! He really misses you" he explained

"okay, but he doesn't have feelings for me, so it's hard to face him after the kiss!" Matthew announced

the three looked at the boy in disbelief

"Doesn't have feelings for you my ass" Hao sassed making matthew completely confused

"What-"

"That bitchass is literally so obvious, how did you not notice??" Gyuvin sighed

"I know right?" Yujin agreed

"What? What do you guys mean by that???" Matthew asked

the three looked at eachother

"He likes you dumbass!" They all said in sync

Matthew just chuckled, "stop with the lie, I know it's not true"

Gyuvin groaned, "oh what are gonna do with you.." he muttered

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Meanwhile with Hanbin

"Ahh! I miss him so much!!!" Hanbin pouted, sitting on the floor

Jiwoong sighed, tired of dealing with his friend who had been whining all day "why is he even ignoring you? Did something happened?"

Hanbin formed his lips into a thin line and thought about it

Then he widened his eyes

"Are you oka-"

"MAYBE ITS ABOUT THE KISS!!" Hanbin shouted

"What if he didn't like it? What if he doesn't want to talk to me because he's disgusted by it, what if-" he panicked

"First of all, he surely did like it, second of all, why would he be disgusted when he kissed you back?" Jiwoong said cutting him off and sipping his iced americano

Hanbin rolled his eyes and said, "how are you so sure he liked it?"

Jiwoong just wanted to scream out 'he likes you dumbass' but, he doesn't want to spill his friends secret

"He kissed you back asshole"

"THAT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING!!"

"YES IT FUCKING DOES"

"NO ITS DOESN'T"

"YES IT DOES SUNG HANBIN!"

After all that, Hanbin grew silent and pouted

"I just really miss him.. i wonder why he's been ignoring me.." Hanbin sighed, plugging in his earphones, thinking soft music will clear up his negative thoughts

Jiwoong just sighed, "Hanbin?" He called

Hanbin hums and took off one of his earphones signaling the guy to continue

"Do you like Matthew?"

Hanbin looked at him confused, "of course I like him, he's my bestfrien-"

"No like, i mean, do you like like him??" Jiwoong cut him off

Hanbin froze, he never really thought about that

"Hanbin, Do you have feelings for Matthew?" Jiwoong asked once again

Hanbin recalled every moment he had with matthew

how his heart flutters whenever Matthew smiles, how his heart races whenever the boy comes up to hug him, how much he wants to cuddle with the younger all day, how he wants to shower the boy with kisses and-

wait what?!

Hanbin gasped as he came to a realization

"Hyung.. I think I have feelings for Matthew- Ah! No, I do have feelings for him"

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this book will probably have 14-15 chapters only, and i'm planning to make another Mattbin story after this, so please leave suggestions!