just read.
you might see mookie be called "benji" or "sergio" in the first couple chapters. i was changing his name but decided against it and im too lazy right now to fix it.
⚠️ THERE IS A LOT OF SMUT, THE BOOK IS CALLED SENSUAL (sensual is define...
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saturday
"help me set up," Mrs. Irene, Leeky's grandma says putting the tablecloth over the table. today, Leeky was throwing a cookout.
"yes ma'am," i say and help her put the ice in the coolers and carry the drinks over. i pour the drinks in the cooler, before my mama comes over.
"hey baby," she hugs me. "hey mama," i hug her back before she starts chopping it up with Mrs. Irene.
i walk through the house and see some niggas from the neighborhood on the porch. "wasgood nigga," i dap everybody up before walking back inside to where Leeky is.
"you talked to lil bit?," he asks making me shake my head, everybody just started calling her that after she pulled up on me at the store during a block party.
"no, you know her ass don't talk to me forreal, when she wit her nigga," i state grabbing the macaroni and cheese and helping him carry it outside. "she still wit him?," he asks making me nod.
—— 7:30
everybody piled up in Leeky's backyard, the men over by the grill and the women under the tent. Leeky rented out a bouncy house and cotton candy machine for the kids.
me and the guys sitting out front smoking. it's just me, Rico, Smokey, and Leeky.
"ion know Kristen been on some dumb shit, i swear i'm finna murk that nigga," Smokey says. Smokey been my homie since elementary school, he has always been proud of his sexuality and we cool as long as he cool.
"y'all been fucking with each other for years now, ask him to be your boyfriend dumbass," Rico says grabbing his lighter. i tune there conversation out pulling out my phone.
919-373-6489 imma see you today?
me: i might slide thru
919-373-6489 imma be at Leeky's cookout you betta not be in no bitches face
me: don't worry abt what imma be doin, you ain't my bitch
919-373-6489 you know wassup read
"wassup lil bit," i look up and see amoura and that Jason nigga. "wassup Jason," Leeky says, it's a little inside joke, "you know it's Jace," he mugs him.
amoura hugs everyone nd then comes over to me, i stand up and she hugs my waist while i wrap my arms around her neck. she tries to pull away but i hold her there, "piss me off if you want to," i whisper and let her go.
"sup mookie," he says blandly putting his hand on Nai's waist, and i chuck my head up. he know i want his girl nd he don't fuck with me cause of that, he feel like since they in a relationship he got one up on me.
—— amoura
"where everybody at?," i ask breaking the awkward tension between Jace and mookie. i hate having them both in one place, they dislike each other and i don't want anything popping off. I wasn't gonna bring him at first but Jace heard about the cookout nd knew i was coming so he offered to tag along.
"in the back," Rico says lighting his blunt again, i feel Jaces arm wrap around my shoulder and i put mine around his wait. Jace isn't super tall but he alright. he stands at about 5"9 and i'm 5"5 so it's fine by me.
i walk over to the girls first since they were closer, "hey ma," i greet mookie's mama first, "hey daughter," she has it in her head that mookie and i are meant to be.
i greet everyone else before introducing Jace. "everyone this is my boyfriend Jace," they all eye him making him shift on his feet. "nice to meet you," Mrs. Irene is the first to speak before the ladies follow suit.
"nice to meet you ladies," he says giving everyone a hug, "imma introduce him to the guys and imma be back," they dive back into there conversations while we walk over to the guys.
"hey lil bit," Pops is the first one to speak followed by everyone else. "hey pops, this is Jace my boyfriend," i introduce and they all grill him. "boyfriend? the guys know about him," pops asks mugging him, "they've been known pops," he stands to hug me. "go on, he'll catch up with you," i spare him a glance before walking away to find Shay.
i see her outside talking to Rico. "where my baby at?," i ask her, "she in the car with my mama," she says keeping her eyes on Rico.
"lil bit," mookie says, making me look at him. "come here," i sit beside him on the bench and scoot over a little. "why he here?," he cuts his eyes at me, "cause he's my boyfriend," i roll my eyes.
"where he at?," he asks looking out towards the street. "he wit pops," i simply state and he chuckles, "you betta hope he don't say no off the wall shit," he looks at me and licks his lips.
"they-," i get cut off, "this what we doin be mook?," some groupie hoe yells, coming over and mugs me. bitch that ain't even his name, "mmcht man," he ignored her turning back to me, "move around foe i embarrass yo goofy ass," he says harshly before she rolls her eyes and walking back down the stairs.
"yo boyfriend looking for you," Leeky pops his head out the door and says. "tell him i'm out here," i tell him looking back at him, minutes later he comes out and sits beside me and it's awkward silence.
"lil bit can you get Shy out the car?," Rico asks, and i nod standing up leaving them both sitting there. i go to the car and greet Shay's mom and grabbing the car seat out the back.
"hi tete's baby," i coo at her while she sleeps peacefully, i give her to Rico before sitting beside him. "why they call you lil bit?," Jace asks, mookie grills a circle on the side of my head.
"it's almost 8," i remind jace while looking at my phone, also changing the subject.
Jace nods, "i'm finna dip, i gotta go to work," he says before standing up and coming over to kiss me, obviously irritated. "call me later?," i ask and he nods kissing me again.
"i love you," he says, "i love you too," i respond watching him walk away. i stand up and walk in the back and sit with the girls, "so amoura," Leeky's aunti Kreesha starts. "yes ma'am?," i answer respectfully, "since when you have a boyfriend?," she asks sipping her wine cooler.
"we've been together for 10 months," i answer accepting one from her, "do you love him?," she asks and i nod. "are you in love with him?," she snoops more and sip my wine cooler.
ian gone lie.
"mm, that all i needed to know," i nod and stand up going over to pops. "hey daughter-in-law," sigh. "hey pops," he passes me the henny bottle he had and i gladly took a shot, should've came over here earlier.
"whatchu been up to?," he asks as i sit down beside him on the couch.
"nothing, trynna make this bread."
——
daughter-in-lawww???
they finally met jace and y'all got to meet them.
i think i wanna do a chapter strictly on there backstory like how everything happened.
