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.°•From A Hopeless Romantic•°.
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You're clogging my mind,
Making it hard to think.
All I see, all I want
Is you, nothing but you.
I need you like an addict needs drugs.
Your words and your touch
Remain in my mind and
Replay over and over at night.
Looking back at it,
It seems sickening to have
Devoted myself to you like that.
For nothing but love,
All I craved was to be loved,
To feel loved.
It makes me sick how far I'd gone
Just to hear those three words
Coming from your mouth.
I wish I had never met you
Because it disgusts me,
I wanted to remove the skin
From all the parts of me you'd touched.
To recover from the fear of touch
Took me far too long
And has left me touch starved in turn.
I'm glad that you're gone,
That you don't clog my mind anymore.
You've clogged my mind,
Made it hard to think.
Thank you for freeing my hopeless heart,
Freeing my romantic spirit for someone else.
But I wish I had never fallen for you.
The hopelessness and need for you,
You just kept feeding it,
Made me think this was normal.
It was hard to learn to look at myself again.
I'm glad you're gone.
I wish for romance
In the way
That I have always wanted,
Deep down in my heart.
The way I had not recieved from you.
I was ready throw myself to the wolves
Just to hear you say those words.
Tortured my heart for them.
It may not even be your fault,
It might be mine instead,
But it hurts that you've clogged my mind
Like a parasite.
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.°•To Someone From My Past•°.
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