Black Butler x reader no one like you

Please forgive me...

There i stood, at His door, i have finally decided.

***Knock Knock Knock******

****Knock Knock Knock***

I waited for a while, still no answer.

***Knock Knock Knock***

" Andrus, are you there?" i said softly. Still no answer. i felt my eyes begin to water.

" P-please, you don't have to open the door, but at least let me know your listening. Please." You said leaning your forehead against the door and having the palms of your hands on the door. There wasn't a single sound.

" I-i'm so sorry i did that, i know i made you a promise, and i broke that promise, and i am so sorry, but please, give another chance please. I can't stand not having you close to me, i can't bear the fact that i did something to get you angry at me and not want to talk to me. I really am sorry, so please, give me one more chance. Don't make me beg more, just open this door and let me ask for forgivness properly and let me touch you. I couldn't possibly live without you being near me, not being able to have you there for me no matter what, or be able to feel you hugs anymore. Please don't go, i- i love you. You are my only person."

****ANDRUS"S P.O.V****************

I was going to my room after i finished taking a walk when i heard someone knocking on my door. I peek my head around the corner and saw her standing there, just as i was about to go speak with her she started speaking. My back against the wall as i looked to the ceiling, taking in every word, every breath, every sob and every tear. My eyes were closed. This reminded me of something.

***FLASH BACK***

3RD PERSON P.O.V

She was on the ground, crying, she was begging him not to go while he stood at the doorway his back facing her. They didn't have a direct contract, so he was allowed to leave if he pleased. They had made a deal, but she accidentally did something he didn't enjoy for a while and yet she never noticed, he acted on pure jealousy and decided it was time to leave before anything else happened and things got out of hand. He was beginning to feel emotions.

"Please! Don't go! You are my only person! please don't go!"

***HER REAL BACK ROUND***

After the tragedy, she was left alone, no friends, family, anything. She began to abuse of alcohol at an early age for she thought it would help "make the pain go away", as her father always tolled her. But instead it only made it worse. She remembered all the pain she felt. How her father would abuse her daily and her mother just watched while smoking a cigerate, and later burning her with it. The smell of her forever drunken father still lingered under her skin, and the feeling of her mothers torturous games forever stuck in her head, forever imprinted in her mind. Playing over and over again in her mind. How her father would abuse her mentally, fiscally, and sexually. And after her mother would tie her up in the basement, constantly torturing her, sometimes for days straight without rest and no food or water. Muffling her screams with her own bloody underwere from when her father abused her. Whether it was ripping off her nails, to burning her with hot metal, using her as a punching bag until she coughed up blood, to even giving her electric shocks sometimes even cutting different parts of her body her open to "just to see whats inside" as her mother would say. Before every torture her mother would smile down at her and say, " it's just a game, don't worry, it's only going to hurt, that's all." All she could do was cry and desperately try to get free, scream at the top of her lungs only for none to hear, as the sounds of her mother giggling echoed through the weapon filled room. One day, her father decided to visit the "game room" to have a little fun before going to bed. bottle in his hand, he wrapped his drunken arms around his wife and both smiled down at their daughter. While he was having his share of fun, she did not move, not even the slightest sound could be extracted from her body. She had long been unconscious. Here eyes looked dead as they blankly stared off into space. The next day her mother brought an i.v, she was a scientist and decided to experiment on her for a "little extra fun."

The medicine quickly healed her, every wound in her body healed in seconds. But it was only temperarley. She noticed how no matter how many times she hurt her, it would not heal, but she felt no pain. She didn't like that one bit. Her mother then took her off the table and chained her arms to the cieling, lifting her from the ground. Hanging by her wrist she still did not react, she was alive, but not a single response came from her, her eyes still glazed as if dead. And so she wiped her constantly, stabbed her, and even pulled out her teath, but still nothing came from her. Soon, after 2 days, she tied her to a chair and left her for 3 days without food. On the final night, she injected something into her, a black liquid, it was made for reversing the medicine before. so now she could feel everything. She ripped her eyes out without mercy just to hear her scream. That night, she had a dream, it was dark, but she was still tied, there was a bandage around her eyes and she could not see for her eyes were no longer in her possession. But there was a voice. It was a strange language. But she understood. Soon the bandage was removed, slowly sliding down her face, as she opened her eyes slowly she could see. She saw, glowing red eyes, a smile like those of Cheshire cat, and really long black nails retreading from her face, the rest of him was covered by black clothes. behind him what seemed to be black wings, as he seemed to get farther away, being consumed by darkness, he said one thing before completely disappearing.

"The beauty of darkness, see you soon, oh so evil and dark beauty." the last thing to fade was his forever growing smile. A bright light awoke you from your dream. opening you eyes to see you mothers shocked expression, soon turn into that of a grin...

**** TO BE CONTINUED***

AN: GUYS! FINALS ARE FINALLY OVER AND IM SO HAPPY!!! I WILL UPDATE MORE OFTEN STARTING MONDAY SINCE I'M GOING TO BE WAY FOR THE WEEKEND. ALSO, I WOULD REALLY WANT TO RECOMEND AN ANIME CALLED NANA. I WATCHED IT WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND I REALLY LIKED IT, AND THE MANGA IS EVEN BETTER! IT'S KINDA SAD IN SOME PLACES BUT STILL! I WAS REMEMBERING MY CHILDHOOD AND CAME ACROSS A PIC AND REALISED IT TO BE ME WATCHING NANA AND SO NOW I'M THINKING OF WATCHING IT AGAIN. HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOY IT, ALSO LET ME KNOW IF YOU LIKED THE CHAPTER, I'M COMING REALLY CLOSE TO THE ENDING ALREADY SO BE PREPARED FOR LOTS OF DRAMA AND SADNESS.