I hate you.

9

First POV

While khao is still sleeping, first took the chance to buy in the groceries.. he bought alot of food, and after that he cooked for khao. while he was cooking khao woke up.

Khao POV

Khao : First..first?
* he said with a sleep voice he woke up without first on his side. he panicked thinking that first already leave him.. but he smelled something.. coming downstairs so he went downastairs.. only to see first cooking with an apron.. he smiled.. this time not a small smile but a wide genuine smile.. "he looks cute." he thought..

Khao : Hey first.

First : You're awake huh, sit down and wait for me to finish im almost done.

Khao : What are you cooking?

First : Teriyaki chicken.

Khao : Oho, that smell so good.

First : I know, im getting hungry everytime i smell it.

Khao : I thought you left me already..

First : I already told you khao, im not going to leave you. im going to hurry up. just wait here.

Khao : Okay first! im going to eat alot.

First : Make sure khaotung, you look thin now.

Khao : Do i really look thin..?

First : Yes. tommorow i book an appointment.

Khao : For?

First : You are going to an checkup.

Khao : For what? i already have a checkup.

First : How's the result?

Khao : Nothing important.
* he lied again, he doesn't know that first saw the envelopes.

First : If you can lie to everybody and they would believe you. im not one of them.

Khao : What..do you mean?

First : I saw the envelope in your cabinet, your suffering from a depression and anxiety. you think its "nothing important". plus your SSRI, its still not opened yet. why are you lying to me khaotung?

Khao : For me it was nothing important first, and i just bought a new meds that is why its still not opened.
* he lied again

First : What do you mean its not important? its your fucking health khaotung!
* he shouted making khaotung flinched from his seat

Khao : Im sorry..

First : See? you are just fucking apologozing everytime! after you apologize, you will not take care of yourself again! you are just so.. stubborn.. you even lied at me, is it so hard to tell the truth?
* he is shouting again making khao scared of his actions

Khao : I just don't want you to worry about me..

First : How can i not worry about you when you are like this? when you are not telling the truth! i feel like you don't even trust me at all.
* he said looking at khao's eyes, he was so angry that he slam his hands at the table

Khao : I trust you first.. im sorry if i make you feel that way..
* he said and looks down trying not to cry

First : You are such a weak person, crying everytime.
* he did mean it because khao didn't do anything but to cry. but he doesn't make khao's feeling good, he makes khao's feeling worse

Khao : I know im weak, you don't have to say it everytime.
* he said looking down while his tears is falling

First : Im sorry khaotung.. i didn't mean to hurt you.. i was just so angry that you lied to me.. im sorry..
* he snap out and realize that he hurts khaotung's feelings. instead of making him feel better, he just make it worse

Khao : I thought you will understand me too.. but you are like the others first..
* he said sobbing

First : How would i understand you, if you keep on lying?
* he said looking at khao and goes back to prepare the dish he cooks

After first said that, khao is speechless.. first is right, if he keeps on lying first will never gonna understand how he feels.

First : Calm down, here eat first. then after that you have to drink your medicines. im sorry khaotung, im sorry for being mean..
* he said with guilt in his voice

Khao : Im sorry for lying first..

First : Its okay let's eat im going to eat with you, okay?
* he said while smiling at the other boy

Khao : Sounds good.
* he eventually stop crying and he removes his tears..

They ate together, first is faster than khao. so after first ate, he went upstairs to get khao's medicines.

First : Here, drink.
* he said while giving khao his medicines

Khao : Do i really have to?

First : You have too khaotung. it can help.

Khao : It is not making me feel any better first..

First : Just drink it, the doctor told you to drink once in a day. i saw it in your results. i know you are still not drinking your medicines.

Khao : Fine..
* he said giving up, he knows he is stubborn but they boy infront of him is way more stubborn than him

First : Good, let me get you a water.
* he said and stands up to get khao's water

First : Here, water.
* he said giving the water at khao

Khao : Thanks..

First : Im not going to leave infront of you till you drink your medicine.

Khao : Okay, fine.
* he said and drinks his medicines infront of first

First : Good, now im going to clean the dishes first. then i'll be right back.

Khao : I can do the dishes, you already cook for me.

First : No, its fine. you have to rest okay? just rest.

Khao : But-

First : No buts khaotung, if your stubborn im more stubborn. now go upstairs and wait for me there.

Khao : I can just wait here.

First : Are you sure? don't you want to wait upstairs?

Khao : Im sure, i can wait here.

First : Okay, im going to clean this first. then let's go upstairs okay?

Khao : Okay.
* he said smiling

After that first went to clean the dishes, khao is just looking at him.. the kitchen and the dishwasher is just connected with each other and the dining table is infront.. so khao can easily see first.. he was smiling at first back.. finally after some minutes, first is done he turned around only to see khao's smiling face.

First : You are so creepy.
* he said jokingly

Khao : Oh, sorry.
* he said rubbing his nape from embarrassment

First : Let's go now shall we?

Khao : Where?

First : Upstairs?

Khao : Oh, yea.. hahaha..
* he laughed in embarrassment

First : You look cute.
* he said while smiling

Khao : You look cute too, especially when you laugh like that.

First looks shocked at khao, he doesn't know khao will take his words back.. he don't know how to react..

First : Let's just go upstairs.

Khao : Okay..
* he said laughing at first reaction

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