Once school was over, I dropped off Mara when I see her older brother Jayden hood damnit why couldn't he be on a run or something? I roll my eyes at him when he came up to my window and said, "Add, why aren't you answering yo phone?" I replied "cus I don't want to that's tf why." he said, "well I don't give a fuck if you don't wanna answer, I'm tryin to talk to yo ass and yo won't pick up the fucking phone." "Ugh! Oh my fuckin god come on baby just come talk to pls" "hell nah! I ain't yo girl and I ain't neva finna be yo baby. "But yo we're" "and I fucking regret it so fucking much!" "yo regret it fucking, really?" "Yes Jayden, I regret it that so hard to believe um I hear by me 'oh shit Khalil I forgot you were here' yea I'm still here how bout I go I chill wit the boys Yeah?" "I think that a good idea bro see yo soon man." Jayden and Khalil dab up. Once Khalil is gone, Jayden starts runin his stupid ass mouth, "come on Addison please just let me talk to yo. "Fine, you got five minutes" "can we do it in private?" "Oh my fuckin god really Jayden? yo just tryin to get in bed." " Nah Addison it ain't like that" he nods his head over the street. I look behind me and see some white ass people movin in and staring at us like 'bitch mind yo own damn business' "fine, but only because of the people" we walk in the house and I see some of the boys "yo Adds what's up?" "Hey Nik, we'll be right back" "are yo two getting back together?" "Nah, me and him are jus gonna talk" "mhm" I hear Khalil say "shut tf up Khalil" I walk away to go to Hayden's room. Once I get there, Jayden shuts the door, I roll my eyes at him "what next? yo gonna lock it?" "Nah, unless you want me to? Just say the word." "Well I don't know what you want to ask now, you got five minutes. start fuckin talkin" "Addi, I never meant to hurt" "mhm." "Sure I didn't, I was young and stupid" "well you still are stupid so nothin has rly changed now has it?" "Nah, it hasn't." "Yea baby it has, I love you and I wanna be wit yo" when he said that my heart started to beat fast as fuck. what was this boy doin to me? why he gotta say shit like that? I know he capin, I looked him in the eyes "please baby I'm sorry I really am sorry it won't ever happen again." Once he said that and looked me in the eyes, I knew he wasn't lyin. I closed the space between us and kissed him with pain and passion.
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AléatoireA 17 year old girl living in the hood of Chicago with a gang banger brother