Confused

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SEB POV: *Goes to kitchen*

Seb: Ryan

Ryan: Yea

Seb: I was kinda drunk yesterday so if I said anything it's not true

Ryan: I know

Seb: What did I say anyway

Ryan: You didn't say that much, you told me you weren't drunk and you told me that you loved me

Seb: None of that is true especially the part where I said that I loved you

Ryan: I know

Seb: Just making sure you know

Ryan: Okay

Seb: Hey Oli are you and regie together

Oli- No, it was a one time thing

Seb: That's crazy

Oli- I don't care, at least I got to f*ck him

Seb: You're that desperate for Regie, y'all should've just got together

Oli- But he doesn't want to

Seb: But he wanted to have s*x with you?

Oli- Maybe it was a in the moment type of thing

Seb- So he was just horny

Oli- I guess but he was bottom

Seb- Ask him if he likes you

Oli- Even if he does he's probably gonna say no

Seb: Don't assume

Oli- Ok I'll go ask him right

OLI POV:

Oli- Regie can I ask you something

Regie- Yes

Oli- Do you like me

Regie- I thought you said it was a one time thing

Oli- I'm just asking

Regie- I don't know

Oli- What do you mean you don't know

Regie- I don't know if I like you or if I just like having s*x with you. I'm kinda confused because sometimes I look at you and it’s like I wanna kiss you, but then I get this feeling that’s telling me that I shouldn’t because I’m straight. I think my dad made me this way because he’s always telling me how I’m girly and need to be more of a man so now if I am gay I always feel bad about it

Oli- So your saying I'm good

Regie: I guess so

Oli- Ok I'm gonna go talk to Seb

Regie- Wait

Oli- Yes

Regie- Can we do it again

Oli- Uhm okay but I have to talk to my brother

Regie- Ok

*Oliver goes to talk to Seb*

Seb- What'd he say

Oli- He said he doesn't know if he likes me or likes me for s*x

Seb- That's sad

Oli- At least he thinks I'm good in bed

Seb- I guess it's true

Oli- He asked if we could do it again after I got done talking to you and I said yes

Seb- Okay well you can stop talking to me if you want to

Oli: Okay bye

Seb: Bye *laughs*

SEB POV:

*Walks past Ryan room*

Ryan: I told you Darren he doesn't like me

Darren: Well I thought he did

Ryan: Well your thoughts are wrong

Darren: But how do you know

Ryan: He literally told me earlier

Seb: Heyy guys what are you talking about

Ryan: It's something Darren said

Seb: What did he say

Ryan: He said that you liked me

Seb: Why would you think that???

Darren: I don't know, actually I do know you were acting really nice to Ryan

Seb: Dude we are friends that's how you're supposed to be

Darren: Yeah but you're extra nice to him

Ryan: Just get out

*They leave*

Seb: Bro why did you tell him that

Darren: Because it's true

Seb:  It's not but even if it was I wouldn't want to tell him like that

Darren: Oh I hope you know that Ryan is slow

Seb: You can't be talking

Darren: I am

Seb: I don't think he is slow, I think he's smarter than you

Darren: Smarter than me? Please, Seb. You're just blinded by your crush on him.

Seb: It's not about that, Darren. I genuinely think Ryan is a smart guy.

Darren: Yeah, well, maybe he's just too naive to see your true intentions.

Seb: What are you even talking about? I've never given him any reason to doubt my intentions.

Darren:  The way you've been treating him lately, the way you constantly look out for him, it's not just a typical friendship.

Seb: I guess you're right. Maybe I have developed feelings for him, but that doesn't change anything. I can't ruin our friendship over this.

Darren: It's not about ruining your friendship, Seb. It's about being honest with yourself and with Ryan. He deserves to know how you feel.

Seb: You're right, Darren. I need to talk to him. I need to tell him the truth.

Darren nodded approvingly, glad that Seb was finally coming to terms with his feelings.

Darren: Good. Just remember, be honest and genuine. Ryan deserves nothing less.

Seb: But I can't tell him today or tomorrow or the next day or this week

Darren: Why

Seb: Bro what if he says no

Darren: So what?

Seb: It'll be kinda awkward

Darren: It's okay it'll get less awkward over some time

Seb: Okay but no way I'm telling him today

Darren: That's fine

Seb: That's the best advice you ever gave

Darren: Bro shut up Ryan lover

Seb:  *Laughs*

REGIE POV:

Regie: Bro that was fun

Oli: Yeah but now I'm tired

Regie: Same I'm going to sleep

Oli: Me too

*They go to sleep*

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