~ ❤ Marriage Deal ❤ ~ (Yoonminseok)

I messed up

Author's note: do not skip this chapter!
trust me it would give you a lot of life lessons.

(Taemin's POV)

Ugh I messed up again. I keep on messing up again and again. I let my instincts win everytime but this time I messed up real bad.

I had him right in front of me. I had him right where I had wanted him. But that jerk came along and took him faster than I could say sabotage.

I saw him after years and I had the chance to apologise and fix things which I messed up. God only if I thought rationally but I acted even before thinking.

I was just jealous that he was with a new True Blood now. Everytime I see him, he is with a different alpha. I can never find him all alone to myself and that makes me angry. That makes me go all crazy and my inner wolf takes over me before I even think.

The same thing happened the first time I saw him and trust me when I say it, it was the worst place to meet your mate. My wedding.

I know he would have felt bad that I was getting married, and out of everyone, to his sister. I know it was more of a deal between our parents and I just wanted to break it because my mate means a lot more to me than anything else. Even if my father threw me out of the house.

That's why I wanted to talk to Jimin but I never found him alone. He was always with this true blood and alpha which made me burn my soul from the inside. He was mine. My mate. How could he be with someone else?!

Once when I saw him alone, I approached him but he sensed me and walked away. I walked after him because I wanted to talk, to tell him that I wanted him and not anyone else but he kept walking away so I caused him and I know I should have done what I did but it was my instinct. My mate was running from me. I didn't want that. I wanted proper conversation. So I pulled him but his hand and pinned him to the wall. He was shocked and more likely, terrified. Even I was panicked to talk to him cause damn....

The way he walked
The way he talked
It made me feel things inside me
Oh his eye smile
And his overwhelming beauty
It made me crazy on the inside

So again, out of instinct, I placed my nose on him neck to inhale his scent and tried to scent him too so he would calm down. Your mate's scent calms you in no matter what situation. And let me tell you, I was lost in his scent.

But suddenly that stupid excuse of a alpha pulled me away from Jimin and started shouting at me. I got angry again and was about to attack him but I saw Jimin panicked and understood that I scared him, so I walked away and gave him time to adjust.

Little did I know.... That was the last time I saw him.

Then after years, I see him again. I know the things I said this time weren't good too but all this other alphas make me furious. He is mine. Why don't they all understand?!

Oh yeah so I wanted to talk to Jimin that day that I already told my dad and broke the wedding, my brother was going to marry his sister instead. It didn't make any difference as the contract was still on.

Later I talked to Jimin's dad about it and I hated how this rich parents are. They don't care about their child, just money money and money. Jimin's dad responsed that if he knew this before he would have made me and Jimin marry and use his daughter to make deal with someone else. But now he is going to use Jimin to make a deal somewhere else instead.

I begged him to at least let me see him once but he threatened me that he would kill him if I even try to meet him.

That's why I was happy to see Jimin again in the mall. I smelled him so I ran here and there in the mall to find him and when I finally saw him, all my happiness died again.

He was with a new alpha this time.

Not any normal one, but a true blood.

One of the biggest stars of bighit.

That's why I said the rude words to him this time too. But oh God I wish I could turn back time... I would make him mine.

But it's too late, he is already married. I thought he wouldn't marry anyone but his mate. Guess I was wrong. He gave in his father's orders and married someone else instead.

Now I am all alone again..

My dad hates me for breaking the wedding.

My mate is married to someone else.

I don't have anyone by my side anymore.

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So as I said, this chapter was important to understand Jimin's mate. He wasn't trying to harm him. But just to love him

So moral for he story is:

Don't judge anyone before knowing their side of story

Also don't let your instincts win. Think before acting.