Stay With Me + Stilinski [BOOK 1]

[1.0]

 [9 Months Later]

[Alyssa's POV]

I looked in the mirror, seeing my big stomach. I could hear the baby's heartbeat loud and clear. Even though everyday the pack would try to help me regain my memory, I could not.

"Alyssa? You okay?" I heard Scott knock on the bathroom door.

"Y-yeah. I was just washing my face." I said, opening the door, "I'm fine."

"Well, do you want me to grab you some food? I'm heading out." Scott said shyly.

"Uh, maybe just a water." I half smiled, walking past him.

"Okay. The pack and I will be training today, do you want to come?" He asked.

"I don't know...I mean, I don't want to bother you guys." I said sadly, looking at my hands.

Scott let out a laugh, "Honestly, everyone would love to see you. And my mom would love to see that you've been out of the house for once."

"I have been hiding, haven't I?" I laughed.

"Yeah. Come on, you can watch us train and I think everyone wants to know how the baby is doing." Scott pleaded.

"The baby is fine." I said softly, "You tell them that all the time."

"Alyssa. You have to get used to us, we're your family. I know you don't remember that but we are." Scott told me.

I looked at him and nodded my head, "Okay fine. I'll go."

"Yes!"

+  +  +

"Hey Scott-and Alyssa. Nice to see you, Alyssa." Derek said, everybody's head snapped towards us.

"Hi. I hope I'm not intruding-" I was cut off by Lydia.

"Of course not. Your always welcome here." She smiled at me.

What is with everybody smiling at me like that? I thought.

"Oh." I spoke, looking at the bottle of water in my hands.

"I just-I feel like since I don't remember anything, that you would all push me away." I finally said the words that I've been wanting to for a long time.

"Never. Never in a million years." Stiles said, setting down his bottle of water.

I sighed, just like that the baby's heartbeat slowed down at his voice and kicked me stomach. I sat down in a chair and looking at my hands once more. "I'm sorry that I don't remember anything."

"It's not your fault. Can we be happy right now?" Derek said grumpily, "Alyssa. You need to stop putting stress on yourself."

"Sorry. Force of habit." I muttered, "How has your day been?"

Liam smiled, "Fine. Yours?"

"Tired but okay." I told him.

"Well that's great." Stiles smiled, the baby kicked me again.

"God dammit." I hissed, "Every Time you talk the baby kicks and it's not funny. It hurts."

The pack laughed, chuckling at my words. Malia sipped on her water and walked over to me, sitting down next to me.

"I can take your pain." She said, her hand gently resting on my arm.

"Wouldn't you have to do that when it actually hurts?" Stiles spoke.