Stay With Me + Stilinski [BOOK 1]

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I slumped down against the wall in Derek's new loft, breathing heavily as we trained.

"Come on! Get up! Alyssa you told us to train and we are!" Peter growled.

"Don't make me rip out your throat!" Peter growled heading towards me.

I quickly jumped him, punching his face repeatedly. My mind was full of voices at the moment and I couldn't control myself.

I couldn't control my actions, my mind was paralyzed in anger. "Alyssa! Alyssa stop!" They yelled. 

"I CANT! I FUCKING CANT!!!" I screamed. 

Turning to them I howled loudly, making them cover their ears. I knew my eyes shifted into a red flamey color, this was when I couldn't control my shifts or my anger. 

"Ahh shit. Not today." They groaned. 

"What's going on with her?" Stiles and Allison asked. 

"Her head has too many voices that makes her loose her control and basically try to eat people." Aiden sighed. 

"Fuck!" I yelled, "Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!" 

"Alys. Calm down please, were here to help you." Lydia said calmly. 

Their heartbeats weren't moving which gave me a reason to kill them. I growled lowly, letting my claws and fangs grow. 

"Doesn't she have an anchor?" Allison asked, backing close to Scott and Isaac. 

"Uhh well no. She never had one. She just learned to control it on her own but she would lock herself away in the abandoned train station whenever she couldn't." Derek explained. 

I growled again, daring them to come closer as Peter scrambled away.

"Wait, I'm not her anchor? That's hurtful." Stiles said. 

"Well she was her own anchor for awhile but then it just fell apart everytime this happened." Derek chuckled. 

"I'm not ready to die." Lydia groaned.

She took a step closer to me, holding out her hands. "Alyssa. Breathe. Just relax. Those voices will disappear soon and you'll be fine." 

"It hurts! It hurts so much!" I yelled. 

"I know it does sweetie. This will all be over soon."  She assured me. 

We both walked closer to each other but my arm swung at her, grabbing her arm and pulling her closer to me. 

"I'm sorry." I muttered. 

I raised her up and threw her towards Derek and Peter, growling even more. 

Stiles looked at me, eager to come closer. I could smell fear and that wasn't a good thing. 

I scare people.

Aiden and Ethan walked hesitantly closer, growling back at me. Scott, Derek, Isaac did the same. 

They growled at me, ready to pin me down. Peter just sat down and watched like he always did. 

Allison and Lydia watched me carefully, making sure I don't go for them. 

I didnt know where Stiles was, which made me angrier. 

I turned back to the boys as they crept even closer to me. This is how it always goes down. They attack me and pin me down while I fight back. Then I'm hit with a sedative and I pass out. 

I went to attack them, reaching out my claws. I felt a pair of arms wrap around my waist as everything turned slow motion. A shock of electricity ran through my body and then all I saw was black.