Fake Actor [Oshi no Ko] [On Hold]

Chapter 4 [Welcome Back]

Sitting on an armchair in my room, I hold a notebook and fiddle with a pen in my hand. Despite the fact that in a few minutes it's time for me to leave and go to the shooting of the film, I can't get something out of my head. There is something interesting about these two, but for now I will watch until I come to the fore. I would never have thought that she could have children, it was not for nothing that she hid them. But then who is the father? 

Knowing Hoshino Ai, I don't think she would date someone ordinary, so I think it's a showbiz person. If he's popular, I've probably met him before. Anyway, I have other things to do than puzzle over who their father is. For example, shooting a movie that I have to go to soon, although I would like to take a break, sounds like I'm tired of being popular, but no.

Speaking of which, a recent movie I starred in raised my rating even higher. And this means that my popularity and reputation has grown, although some people on the Internet still do not like it. But I don't care about people's opinion, and even more so the opinion of people on the Internet.

For example, if I go to the app and I have to scroll through a lot of comments to find something like this: "Did you know that Tanigawa Rai is actually quite a terrible person? I have no idea why everyone loves him so much. He is completely self-centered and just wants attention. It's very sad, but the truth must be told." 

Or : "Can you believe Tanigawa Rai's nerves? It's like he just doesn't get enough attention. Like, we get that you're a big shot and everyone likes you, but don't you think that's too much? I mean, no one else is trying so hard to stay relevant. It's just annoying at this point."

And : "Tanigawa is a complete narcissist.  Doesn't he see that his behavior is disgusting and repulsive? Why does he have to constantly attract everyone's attention? And the worst thing is that he thinks he's so talented and special, but in reality he's just mediocre and boring. I don't know what everyone sees in him."

And of course comments about my last film.

"Tanigawa's recent film was trash, I can't believe everyone is praising it so much. Just another ordinary action movie without depth and emotions. Tanigawa is a terrible actor and he only got the role because of his looks. We all know this..."

But like I said, I don't care what other people think. These people just want attention, because if you don't like what the majority likes, then you will be unique, which is what they want.

 And besides, my fans quickly ate these people, sometimes they protect me too much. The world is not perfect and if someone doesn't love me, that's fine. The whole world doesn't have to love me, and that's not how it works.

 If you are popular, then there will be people who will hate you even for no reason. Glancing at the clock, I knew it was time to leave. So the first thing I did was get up and go to the closet to put on my jacket.

As I was leaving my room, I heard a sound from Rin's room. Of course, I decided why not check it out. The sound was quiet and emanated as if from a mobile phone, deciding not to play riddles, I knocked on her door.

"Rin? I enter the room." - After my words, I put my hand on the door handle, preparing to open it, but immediately I heard a dull sound, as if something had fallen. The next second, I heard a familiar voice that said : "Oh, oh, it hurts." 

Having already entered her room, I found her sitting on the floor and holding her head, apparently she fell from surprise while looking at me with incomprehension.

"Y-Young master, why are you bursting into my room so suddenly?" - She said looking at me sadly, still rubbing her head.