Rolling into Deep [21+] KSJ FF

🌺FOUR🌺

The night before my first chemotherapy session I woke up in the middle of the night, I got out of my room but stopped when I heard voices coming from the living.

"Why? Why her?" I heard TaeTae saying while crying. I got near the door and peeked inside. TaeTae was crying his eyes out in Jungkook's arms.

"What wrong did she do to pass through all this?"

"Shush babe." Did I hear wrong or Kook just call Tae 'babe'? I thought. "She did nothing wrong is just how life goes."

"No, it's not right. She deserves to be happy, not suffer like this!"

"Hyungie please stop crying. Your tears kill me." But he couldn't stop. I was about to step in, and take him into a hug but JK did the most adorable thing.

He cupped TaeTae's face and lifted his head, he looked into his eyes, kissing his tears away and after, his lips. My heart was about to explode with happiness. I know it wasn't the right moment but I started to jump for how happy I was.

A tap on my shoulder nearly made me scream, but the hand promptly on my mouth stopped me.

I looked back to Jimin and signaled him to shush. "What are you doing here?" he whispered to me.

"TaeTae and Kookie are kissing." He also peeked inside.

"Finally, Jungkookie." He spoke loudly getting in. "You decided to make him an honest man."

The guys were spooked and separated, "Jimin you're an ass." I told him. Kookie took Tae's hand in his, interlacing their fingers, and smiled.
I ran to hug them both. "I needed good news in this shitty life of mine." They hugged me back, and I kissed both. As per habit, I kissed Tae on the lips.

"Ops. I think I should stop doing that now."

"Yeah, yeah. Now what about we all go to sleep?" Jimin said yawning kissing me goodnight.

"Yes, we better go to sleep now," I told starting to walk back into my room.

"Can you stay with me," TaeTae asked with pleading eyes.

I looked over to Kookie to see if he was OK with it. He nods and I thank him.

"OK," I told him, starting to walk towards his room, hand in hand, but Kookie stopped us. I look back and he kissed TaeTae again. "Cute," I say in tiny. They both got red.

"I'm so happy for you. Really." I told him once alone.

"Me Too. But, I mean, I literally spent years dying after him knowing that I could never be with him, and what he does now? He kisses me like this, out of the blue."

I chuckle. "What?"

"My little adorable, clueless, bestie; how could you ignore your own charm?"

"I'm not clueless."

"When it comes to you? Yes. He liked you for a long time." He looked at me with wide eyes.

"Bullshit. If it's true, then why now?" He asked me perplexed, lying on the bed.

"Isn't it obvious?" I told lying next to him. He looked puzzled "Thanks to me everyone is sad and he can't see you sad, neither you can see him. He did the only thing that could make you happy, make you both happy."

"What if he regrets it?"

I leaned my forehead against his. "He won't. I know my bestie charm, you got him, and he got you. You are perfect together, but if he makes you cry...I'll kill him."

"Nao?"

"Hmm?"

"I know you want no one with you, but..."