THE DESTINY

Chapter 3 - The end of childhood days

Finally the middle school days are over and GRACE choosed the science branch because she hate maths so she avoided. Unfortunately her friends chosed another branch and she doesn't care about that and she slowly came about to adapt things . So the branch which she choose was a small group of about 25 members so everyone was talking with everybody and when came to high school her favourite subject becomes Botany the study of plants . While entering inti the first day her only option was to score nice marks and also to talk with everyone . So GRACE as we know was also energetic and also sad because she missed her old friends . Getting closer and then left alone is a kind of a dealing for her because usually we all know people come give love stay and then leave with a question mark that's life of humans right . So she again as usual formed a group of friends all were innocent ones and later her botany mam became her favourite of all the only thing she loved in her mam was she was too supportive and loving and also she teaches her students in a easy way that even the weak ones shall get pass mark and also she never hates anyone and later GRACE considers Soher as the best teacher in her school .

So later she had a liking towards a girl who is short has more hair and good looking too and her attitude seems to be like a boy. She becomes her closer friend whatever the doubts are she is the one who used to call her and ask and even GRACE doesn't know to draw perfectly so she is the one who used to draw and give its really a kind of beautiful friendship but people talking bad at others is usually common of all right so some talked bad about them but GRACE was little childish cant bear those and she cried heavily at that time too no one came and comforted her unless and until her friend came and consoled her .

Then exams were nearing and her botany mam was giving some revision but GRACE mind was so so disturbed that she cant even say to anyone and also she really don't know why she feels like some what uncomfortable .

ITS COM MON SOMETIMES OUR FEELINGS CANT BE EXPRESSED AND SOLVED BY ANYONE

Then she started to use social media especially facebook where we know we meet new friends even our closed ones chat and all kind of stuffs. In that way we used to search for friends and that she too was searching too the human urge does to do . In the same way a friend request came and she really don't have an option to accept or to refuse also by the same way her mind strikes by having a thought of having a friend meanwhile she pressed the accept option by no choice . His name was AARON and he was tall like coconut tree and dark in color and educated guy but she doesn't hesitate at all to talk with him thay were talking as friends for few days and then she feel harder for that boy . As we all know that GRACE was a talkative and bold one but reality hits her harder then ever . And then as days goes by she had a thought to confess her love but her mind says its really not ok but then she wants this and she decide to say though and then the day comes she too confessed her love . Then back to again school days it was going great and fine by the way she also got good marks in exams and then there was a exhibition which every school keeps every year where a special chief guest comes and open the expo and each student ot a team of members exhibit the product what they have done . So in that way GRACE and her friends have exhibited a theory in botany where she have to explain it to the chief guest and its one of the scary moments . So the chief guest came and its her turn to speak finally she spoke with a little fear her hands became chill . So the next day the results came meanwhile her group got the second place she was so happy and she came to home and showed the prize she won that was the beautiful moment of GRACE.

Then back to her online love she confessed but that guy really doesn't respond to her or talked to her properly but she was totally confused many questions arised in her stupid mind . Then few days she was sad and she had a thought that its only an online kind of relation but she had still deeper feelings for that boy and later after a week there is again a message from him yes its AARON . GRACE really doesn't have an idea of again talking with him but also we usually have both kinds of feelings where we are trapped in and in that same kind of situation GRACE doesn't have an idea whether to talk or not and also there is no one GRACE wants to share with. SO what shell do she started to talk again and later he too confesses his love by saying that you're cute and etc she too falls for those kind of stuffs usually we people fall for words what people says and then they both fall in love with each other so casually and it was going smooth . Later GRACE parents was strict and also AARON was forcing her for everything even for a meet but she has a feeling to see him but she was not even allowed to roam freely outside. Not all parents are same right and then love later becomes a kind of argument between them and then jealousy GRACE considers this as in love there is normal issues like argument , ego and etc. GRACE we all know had a pure and easy going heart but some times her heart feel so heavy that she cant talk with him so comfortably and also love is a kind of feeling where we feel safe , comfortable and cared but she feels like only its one side of struggle . Then AARON used to treat her badly and he considers love for lust but she considers love for life that's the basic difference between them . GRACE life was not happy as before she was deep down crying for that one boy who doesn't even care about her . GRACE feels like relationship doesn't work for her well .

"SOMETIMES ITS REALLY BETTER OFF NOT TO PROVE CERTAIN THINGS TO SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T UNDERSTAND US "

And then she came to 12th grade which is the last few moments of her school moments and childhood days as a human GRACE really feels both the phase of happiness and sadness at same time sometimes its too hard for her to speak with her own parents so comfortably still she doesn't have a soul to share her unspoken feelings she feels like the world around her is revolving fake and also the more she cares for AARON the more she gets hated by him .

Really there is no mere point on hating someone without any reason so sometimes some kind of stupid questions arise in her mind like only Is lust is more important than love ? Are all men the same ? Does he really love me ? So she really don't have a perfect answer for these questions and she literally felt bad for loving that guy and also though she faced many challenges she still cares for him but she keeps on abusing her by his words and GRACE had a thought of how to get rid of him .

"LOVE IS OKAY BUT IF ITS WITH RIGHT PERSON ITS MUCH BETTER "

Back to last few days of school she feels like at school we have to be happy because that's the last few days to spend time with her friends but somewhat the things she sees even the people around her reminds oh him only him though his love was fake she feels that she can correct him but fate says them to be apart and then he doesn't deserve GRACE and then the exams are finally over and it's the day her friends are going apart from her and then there came the farewell day they have celebrated very joyfully and GRACE feels like that was the happy moments where she will be happy and also that's the last fine moments of her school days .

"BEING APART IS OKAY BUT ACCEPTING IS ALL THE WAY IS REALLY HARD "

Then her holidays was quite fun but she seems always somewhat disturbed and unhappy . The cute little smiling girl becomes arrogant and angry meanwhile she is really not happy or sad but not okay . She was surrounded by many things which troubled her a lot AARON keeps on stressing her to come out like meeting , dating etc . But whatever the thing is understanding is the basic factor in all kinds of relationship this works zero in their relationship . Then GRACE feels like she has been caught in a trap and AARON never lets her go off he still wants something in the sense which in not even a part of love that is something uncomfortable to feel especially for her .

"LONELINESS HITS HARD WHEN YOU HAVE NO ONE TO SHARE SOMETHING WHICH YOU ALWAYS WANTS TOO "

Sometimes her friends used to call her that time she feels happy and relaxed . Also when talking to her parents too she feel so angry and sometimes she used to scold her parents so badly and that really hurts them in depth . Our human mind has a disease like if we are angry on a person we don't show it to them we used to show it to out innocent people who know about out mental health .

GRACE parents really don't have an idea whats she is literally facing they were totally confused about her and also GRACE too don't prefers to say it to anyone she feels like its her won problem so sje has to face it boldly and to face him without fear .

"LONELINESS IS NOT WHICH A PERSON CHOOSES BY HIMSELF OR HERSELF BUT BY THE PEOPLE WHO MAKES THEM TO CHOOSE LONELINESS "

GRACE finally decides to get rid of the stupid feelings for him because she don't want anyone who doesn't understand her. Then she took time to heal on slowly still then AARON doesn't sends her a message or anything but she doesn't care about him she was all alone plugged earphones in her ears which makes her to feel okay and meanwhile she spend time with her mom by talking with her and playing some kind of games .

"HEALING IS THE BEST KIND OF THERAPY WHICH CALMS AND REFRESHES YOUR SOUL "

Her father started talking about her higher studies and she prefers to take Botany but parents suggest her to take English sometimes its really hard to listen to the suggestions of others but littlt she adapts to her parents wish no other go and then few days before college she was buying new dresses as her wish even new bag and she started to save pocket money for her own self . And then she has her own way to make herself happy and then she trained her mind and heart to get rid of AARON . GRACE feels that's the most worst phase In her life her love life . Hence she tries to behave like a matured girl because hereafter she feels its her life she has to grow up and no one comes and cares for her unless its her parents and she decided to grew up in a different manner because this society always waits for our like gets ends up .

The childhood days and precious moments in GRACE life is over.