THE DESTINY

Chapter 7 - The state of togetherness

GRACE life was moving fast and forward she was now at the age of 24 and the fact is Indian parents wont leave us to be happy they stuff all kinds of things like job , marriage and everything in our mind and never leave us to be happy . Whatever the thing we avoid but sometimes we feel that its our responsibility right it really sucks .

In the same way GRACE completed her studies the only thing is she has to get a job her only ambition is to become a teacher but her parents forced her to get married soon. Just because shes cool she could able to se things right but sometimes she too gets frustrated because of her parents . Then one day as she was watching songs in Television her father asked about her marriage but she never give an ear to listen to him properly she just said maybe later pa he too said okay but she thought that there is a kind of reason beyond it . That day night she just lied down on her cot and hugged a pillow and she was thinking of her future while she was thinking of that she literally had tears because marriage is a kind of settlement life time she has to be happy and safe this all could be with only one person that is SIDDIQ just because hes not beautiful but more than that she only wants him or else no marriage or nothing by the way thinking of him makes her to cry more . He gave both pain and happiness pain in the sense the phase of missing him so badly that she cant ever breathe without him and happiness in his eyes the way he smiles and everything the small act of being too cute . And she feels like crying for him is not a wrong at all and then on one fine day she decides to say about her love to her parents but she had a fear that will they accept him or if not what will I do but she has hope too lets see .

On one fine morning she woke up early brushed her teeth and had coffee and she came from her room and sat on the floor and she looked up the faces of her parents are they in a good mood or not but they were okay so she decided to say . The moment she opened her mouth calling her daddy phone rings she feels like who the idiot is and then her dad talked over phone and then he asked yeah what the thing you called me

She just said nothing pa I just called you for saying Good Morning then she came to room and hits her head over the wall really its not her mistake right but that stupid phone call. So she decides to say in evening she fixed her mind that to close her eyes and blabber everything what comes in her mouth . Finally , evening came she gain came from her room and sat down on the floor again called her daddy meanwhile there was an silence in her house even she can sense the breathing sound of her parents and she said daddy I want to convey an important message to you . He asked say what it is and she said by closing her eyes pa im in love with a boy his name is SIDDIQ and he is from well educated family hes currently doing his job he has two younger sisters and meanwhile ill be happy only if you allow me to live with him and many more stuffs she said and then she gently opens her eyes her parents stares at her with a eagle eye . Also she was afraid her hands gone chill and her lips was trembling in fear his father asked if hes a muslim she said yes but he asked her don't you know that I will get you married only is=f it's a Christian guy but she has no answer for it . His father didn't say yes or no he just said this she has tears readily in her eyes then she gone back to her room and locked the door and stood in front of the mirror and she hold her cheeks and said you shouldn't leave him the truth is hes your husband so don't cry do believe that this will happen for sure the same dad will come and say you get married with that guy and be happy .

She all want is her dad should give a warm smile and say get married with him not just for the sake of she being happy everyone's happiness matters a lot there she just wait for that one reply . He just conveyed this to SIDDIQ he too has hope that they'll get married with their parents blessings and support .

" IT'S A KIND OF RELATION WHERE I WANT ONLY YOU IN THIS WORLD WHERE 1000 MENS STAY "

Her plan was to get a single ok from her parents still that she decides not to eat properly a dose of extra acting right . So she doesn't talk to her parents properly and she often have sad and sleepy face and also she doesn't eat well but she suffers from hunger also she stays silent . Life gets bored for her again but she never loses hope and she still prays for their relationship to get okay .

"SOMETIMES PRAYER IS THE MOST POWERFUL WEAPON THAT HELPS A MAN IN ALMOST EVERY SITUATION

Then days goes on its been one week still she doesn't talk with her parents but her daily routine was wake up , eat , listen to music and then go to bed . She became silent meanwhile she just talked to him daily the moment when she talked with him she feel just relaxed but all the time she cant talk right . Then she goes to church often prays and surrender herself at the foot of God not just because she want something so she prays no its not like that comparing to people God has the power to heal us well and also to answer our prayers and then if God wish this could happen its not just for the purpose of her being happy but also the people around her . GRACE is a kind of girl who not only sees the happiness of her own self also the people who are close around her she considers nothing wrong in making others happy . Though whatever she gets hurt badly she want to make others smile that makes her inner soul smile . Meanwhile she came home after going to church with a hopeful heart and warm face her dad looked her but she doesn't looked him back she feels like no one can put down her deep feelings she has for SIDDIQ and then she doesn't sleep for hours at night late night she slept till that she was praying so hard with eyes full of tears her single drop of water from her eyes tells the infinite love for him and she regards she wants him right now so badly she needs to hug him so badly and convey the deep love she has for him the love that is deep and pure with zero expectations and fulfilled love . She wants to hold his cheeks and look into his deep eyes and say please don't leave me stay with me all time .

For some days tears and prayer was her companion sometimes she talked to her mom but she doesnt know what her daughter as thinking in her mind .

"IF YOU FAVOURITE PERSON BECOMES AN ADDICTION NO ONE CAN SAVE YOU FROM IT "

She feels like mentally not okay sometimes her friend calls her and they have a conversation then after that she will be sad and she tries to please her dad but she waits for a perfect time and let him ask me .

Then one day her father asks her like shall we go to church she said yes because she likes going to church and then she attended the mass . Meanwhile there is a big ground located at the back side of the church and she and her dad sat on the steps the climate was dark as if its going to rain but she needs some more peace . Her dad calls her why are you not talking with me she says you don't know the reason pa ? she asked then he says can you call him now and ask him to come here immediately . She turned her face towards her dad and pinched her hand to test is this real then she called him and said to come here within 10 minutes he came dressed up in a white shirt and black pant whatever the situation is GRACE never fails to admire him and her dad talked with him for long time and then he says will you come home tomorroq morning my wife wants to see you he said . And then SIDDIWQ said Yeah sure uncle ill be there morning . GRACE went home after going to church and then she locked te door and jumping on the bed she was super happy and then she played her music and danced to it his dad just want to see him but he didn't say okay or no anything . But still she has strong hope and power in God so much blindly and then she gone to bed with a happy heart and then morning came she wake up soon bathed and put on her favourite pink dress and her dad said to his wife that SIDDIQ will come here a slight smile in GRACE face her mom noticed that and then he came her parents told her to go inside her room but she has her both ears here to hear the conversation they have .

Then , till now the convo was good she was secretly falling for his deep voice and then her mom said okay did you ask your parents permission and he said hereafter ill ask them . But SIDDIQ hada doubt thet does her parents like me or not ? Her mom said we are okay with you and he was so happy his heart was beating faster so fast and the girl who is inside her room was so so happy and then he ate his breakfast in her house and he goes off . After he goes and GRACE hugged her parents and cried and said Thank you .