An open letter to my childhood best friend:
Hours spent with each other
The most awkward years of our lives
There for each others first "heartbreaks"
I don't know when I realized something changed
Maybe it's when you started to sit closer to the others at lunch
Showed up hungover and wasn't able to hang out
Or maybe it's when I left
I'll never forget the last night
Scary movies, cereal, and so many tears
We stayed in contact for maybe a month
But I'll never forget our friendship
I still think about you
Any big firsts I have I think to myself
"What would she say"
You were my first best friend
I just wish you would've also been my last
