Love Writes

Message 1

04 July 2023 || Tuesday || 10:37 PM

Love Writes #1

I don't know how to express my emotions even though I'm already the loquacious and happy-go-lucky type of person. Almost all of my friends knew about this guy I currently have a crush on.

I just admire how he copes with himself and not only with everyone. He knows how to handle himself even by just ruling out his emotions. He's the type of guy who's calm and well-collected. Everyone may think that he's only charming because of the friendly and approachable vibes that surround him... but I can see thoroughly.

He's not just the 'friendly', 'well-collected', and 'open-minded' person, but he's also calm, passionate, and empathetic.

My type of person.

He's well-educated. He's caring to everyone around him. He exhibits a great attitude and personality. He's a gentleman to everyone; it may be a boy or a girl. He never lacks sympathy and most of all... is his tenderness.

He's a man — a great man that I constantly and would never get tired of admiring.

He's the dream guy that I always and would always look up to.

His tenderness is comforting. I can feel security and wisdom. He always takes care of himself... and I bet he is the most caring older brother to his younger sister — Danica.

We're just friends but his words of comfort give me solemnity. He knows how to comfort someone. He knows how to be there for someone. He knows how to appreciate little things. He never lets anyone goes down after him. He's just so... a dream.

I thank his parents for raising a wonderful and appreciative son. His kindness is out of the world. Even though I'm bothersome, he would never spit words that can hurt me... because he knows I'm emotional. He never dared.

He jokes around but with limitations. Because he cares for everyone's senses. He understands that everyone has their level of pain tolerance. He validates everyone by being courageous and respectful. He's well-patient around everyone. He's damn well-collected.

Ain't that admirable?

For sure, if you were in my shoes, you won't ever question why I'm admiring such a guy.

For years, I never demand anything but now. I will give my everything for us to be settled. Father God, please allow us to happen after we attain our conquest. I promise to be better; not for him but for myself. To be the better version of myself is to be a better person to him. If he ever has any conflict within him, please guide him to attain the best version of himself. I want us to be together when we are already at our best. Not now, I still have to finish my school and career. But please do, I'll do everything to be a better person.

They say love conquers all, but is it considered if I'll conquer everything with him once we're already at the best?

I don't even know if I'm still admiring him or if it's already more than what I pre-assumed. Furthermore, I still want to consider this as my 'first love'.

He's the only guy that I ever admired this intensely. The ever-first guy I begged to be settled in the future.

Yours truly,
Alexa

11:57 PM