Love Writes

Message 3

07 July 2023 || Friday || 11:40 PM

Music on going: I Wanna Be Yours by Arctic Monkeys

Love Writes #3

It was enchanting how the happiness I was feeling the moment he said those words were immense, and cruel enough how everything turned upside down.

I thought after we had decided on us it would be enough to give us space and security since we both are not into romance. Security for ourselves. And spaces for us to rethink everything.

You said, "I like you, I do. And that's the truth," I held onto that, and yet, you never tried pursuing me. What kind of genre is this? Tragic romance?

I don't know if I should trust your words. Or if I should just let myself get drowned to fulfill what my heart wants?

And we both know it would be absurd if I'll pick the latter. You knew better, and it got me rethinking if you really knew better than I do.

You said that it's plain stupid if I ever stop trusting a boy just because of the things I underwent, and I happen to trust your words because I trust you, but why are you letting me feel these emotions I shouldn't suppose to feel?

Fear, doubt, and uncertainty kept lingering inside me. Mistrust ruled over me.

Tell me, how are you supposed to remove these adverse emotions of mine?

I am Emma.

She is called Ms. Sunshine but constantly thinks of the rain storms that might come — the circumstances that might be delved in.

She cares about everyone around her. When Emma falls in love, people are learning. When Emma falls in love, the boy will no longer be the same. When Emma falls in love, their feelings were genuine. When she fell in love, everyone couldn't forget her.

I am Emma.

Now, tell me, are we willing to pursue each other?

Because I tried and I won't give up until you say so.

Hoping to be assured,
Alexa

12:17 AM || 08 July 2023