Love Writes

Message 2

05 July 2023 || Wednesday || 10:59 PM

Love Writes #2

Today became something beyond memorable than it already stands for.

With all due honesty, I never planned to give him something that can help him believe that I'm still into him. Rather, I planned to let us stay as friends.

But, miracles do happen, don't they?

I let him read the letter that I made last night — thinking it won't give him any malicious beliefs. But he's a wise individual. He knew better.

We don't know... maybe he's been keeping an eye on me? Without me knowing?

He's secretive and I want to know him better than anyone else's does. I appreciate little things, and I hope he would let me dig deeper than I already did. I hope he would realize how much I give honor to his every being. He did that to everyone... now, I want him to know how it feels like to be honored.

His words of comfort always flutter me to the core. To the point that I could never help but scream these emotions. I couldn't contain his choice of words. Call me whatever you want, but his words are like lightning strokes that could make me feel electrified. How dare he paint these feelings of mine? I couldn't obtain every single thing.

I wouldn't ever forget how he was also afraid of what might happen between us. He's such a cutie. I couldn't even dare break our friendship, the same as his.

Am I experiencing the real meaning of Love?

Truth to be honored, I feel like this is it. My first-ever love... my first love. I mean... I gained an interest in people, especially the guys that I used to admire, but him? The feelings that he let me feel? It's an utmost hullabaloo.

I hope these feelings and moments stay with me until the day it should be. I know some circumstances are scattering around me... and they scream danger — danger for my whole being but moderate for bare eyes.

Those circumstances are all for my well-being, and I would never intend to break their trust ever again. So, I would give us time to be together, but we shouldn't call it 'lovers'. Pure friendship. And, I hope he would agree.

After all, it's for us. I don't want us to be together when we are still at the age full of responsibilities to take on as students. I believe in our capability, and I hope it stays as 'friends'.

Yours truly,
Alexa

11:51 PM