Lust Over Love( Uncompleted)

Birthday Wish

It was Jazmine, laying down so peacefully. I couldn't believe it, the one time she's actually quiet.

"Baby", I whispered

"Baby wake up", I continue.

I took off my shoes and climbed on her bed and laid on top of her back. At first I started to doze off myself but then I remembered we still had school.

My heavy ass on top of Jaz back, and she still ain't wake up ? She in that super sleep.

I began to kiss on her neck and cheeks, when I noticed she was beginning to wake up I started rubbing her back.

"Bae, is that you", she asked with closed eyes.

"Yes baby", I said as I kissed her cheek.

"Oh so you can kiss my cheek but not my lips, hmmm"

"Turn over", I demanded

She turned over and I got back on top of her.

"What's your number one birthday wish.", I asked

"You"

"Baee, besides that"

"To kiss you"

I lean forward and she grabs my face. And that's when it happened. Our lips finally met. She had the softest lips I had ever felt. She's definitely the best kiss I've had.

I started to smile really hard and blush.

"Finally, shit I've been waiting for that forever"

"Shut up, what's your next wish"

"To spend my day with you", she said.

I kiss her lips again so passionately I almost couldn't pull away, she had her hands on my lower back, increasing my need to stay attached to her lips. But I pull away slowly and say...

"Well you need to get dressed in order to do that"

Then I got off from on top of her, and went down stairs to wait for her.

Jaz's P.O.V.

What the hell is that mumbling.... Just ignore it, keep sleeping.

I felt something get on top of me, but I still ignored it.

But then, I felt something soft tickling my face and my neck and that's when the mumbling made sense...

"Baby wake up",Justice said.

"Bae, is that you", I asked.

Of course it was, she made me roll over so she could be looking in my eyes when we talked. She got back on top of me. I was familiar with that position to well, but not with clothes on.

She was asking me some questions and that's when it finally happened. We had our first kiss, and I couldn't have asked for it to be any better. Her lips was so soft and sweet.

She told me to get up and get dressed to spend the day with her. I got dressed quick as hell like my life depended on it.

Instead of me driving, she drove. We went out to eat breakfast at Starbucks, she knew I always started most of my morning with coffee. But when it was close to dinner we went to someone else's house.

The house was gigantic. Two houses combined couldn't be that big. She asked me

"What's your top birthday wish"

"I already told you bae, to spend time with you"

"What else that doesn't have to deal with me",she asked

"To uhhh....meet usher"

"Ok good, now let's go"

Let's go ? What did she mean about let's go ? She calls some random lady and next thing you know, the front door to the house opened.

They greeted each other like they hadn't seen each other for a while.

After having conversation with this lady, I found out that she was Justice's cousin....and not only that but she(AB) was pregnant by....guess who.....USHER.

I can't believe Justice actually bought me here to meet usher himself !!

We sat on the couch for hours until AB walked away for a while...then usher walked in.

But then he walked out like he was confused about where he was. When he re-entered he called AB on this little device and she comes back and introduces us.

"This is my cousin Justice and her......", began AB unsure

I looked and Justice and she held my hand.

"My girlfriend", Justice stated.

Wow...I can't believe she just....and in front of....woooow. Guess its definitely official now.

Usher and I started talking about me going to strip clubs with him which Justice immediately had shut down.

She was cute when she got protective.

Usher took me to his man cave where we continued talking about our women. He even said he would help me with my drug money if I ever needed help.

This man was really my inspiration, he was a cool dude. He and Justice really made my day. Usher even called me part of the family so we like cousins.

After we leave usher's house we go out for dinner, since Justice had to lie and say in order for me to go there.

We went to Olive Gardens and had a great meal. I honestly couldn't have asked for a better birthday.

"Justice", I asked

"Yes Baby"

"Thanks for today. I mean ain't nobody really put that much effort into me like that. And you the one person that did."

"You deserved it"

"Why ? Cause its my birthday"

"No, because I love you"

Damn. Those three words. I knew I couldn't say it back. How was she expecting for me to say it if I still got my gaurd up with her. Plus, she still doesn't know about Kayla........if she found out then I doubt she would let me get another chance.

I just smiled when she said that.

And before I could say any type of words, she kissed me. Maybe I did love this girl...it doesn't matter, if I loved her like I think I do then I wouldn't be keeping Kayla a secret from her. Or my drug life.

That's enough. I'll stop thinking about the negativity. I'll just focus on the now. How she made this the best birthday I have ever had in my life.

*A week later*