Lust Over Love( Uncompleted)

Homecoming Rejection

Justice's P.O.V.

Well its Homecoming week. The week where all you do is panic and search. You Dont want an ordinary dress for homecoming , you want to go all out...but not look insane. You definitely do NOT want a dress that someone else could be wearing, that would be a worse case scenario.

Then there's hair, make-up, making sure that you and your homecoming date look flawless. So many things.

Even though this was an important week, it wasn't just all about homecoming , that was only half of it...the other half was that Jaz was finally going to get into the cookie jar.

I can't lie, its been hard not trying to let Jaz get my cookie, I've never kissed a pair of lips that were so gentle. And when she touches me....Dont think she's gotten that far, but she has touched my inner thigh. I almost died when that happened, along with her kissing my neck while doing it, waterfalls.

Jaz knew I was still a virgin, so she knew everywhere to touch to drive me crazy. Although I was planning to give my cookie to Jaz on prom...she didn't know that I wanted to. I would always push her away when it came to it..we Dont even freaky text but today and tonight would be different. I'm going to tease her all day until homecoming night. To bad we gotta wait four more days.

Jaz and I walked into our class together. We still weren't sitting by each other since I had asked the teacher to move us, this was perfect. I could tease her, without her being able to do anything in response.

Our teacher puts on a movie and walks out to get worksheets. I knew that if I got up, I could get back to my seat in time because the door gets stuck the first twist before it opens.

Jaz was sleep, as always, soo I thought, why not wake her up by kissing on her spot. So I walked over and did just that.

I was looking like a semicolon when she didn't even wake up from me doing it. Nothing. Not even a flinch.

Did she like go into a fucking coma or some shit ? I even gave her a small hickey.

Well that was a fail, and it went on like that for all the rest of our classes.

Finally it was the end of the day and Jaz was dropping me off back home. But I wasn't about to just end the day knowing I couldn't even tease her once.

We pulled up to my house.

"Uh hey babe, how about we just go to your house...get some alone time", I said

"I Dont think so bae, I'm really sleepy, plus I already have to go to work"

"Sleepy ? Nigga you've been sleep for like the whole fucking day", I snapped

"I had a long shift babe"

"No no, I get it, you just Dont want to spend time with me, its fine. I'm used to feeling unloved", I said making my puppy dog face

"Oh come on baby, you know that's not true, I'm just tired"

"Tired of me ? Its fine Jaz, it really is, I see how your sleep is more important than your girlfriend"

She laughed and grabbed my face to kiss me.

"Nothing is more important than you...now can I go home and go to sleep"

"Not unless you take me over there so I can put you to sleep", I said looking over at her

"Oh yea, and how exactly would you do that", she asked

"Well I'd.....", I began

*knock knock knock*

"Justice, let down the window"

Shit it was my mom. I'm glad Jaz's windows were tented or she would've seen us kiss and holding hands.

"Hey mom", I said with a fake smile

"Come on Justice, I need help with the bags", she stated

"And who is this", she asked while looking past me directly at Jaz.

"Oh this is my friend Jazmine, remember the one I always say is my bestfriend"

"Oh yes, hello Jazmine"

"Hello ma'am"

"Now Jazmine, my daughter tells me that you two are going to prom together"

"Yes ma'am, we're going with a bunch of friends, it should be an awesome night"

"Is that so ? Well it was great meeting you, Justice come on with the bags"

"Alright mom one second"

I got out the car and put my arms on the window so I could continue the conversation with Jaz.

"Looks like you'll have to tell me another time", she said laughing.

"You're lucky, I'll text you later babe"

"And I'll be waiting", she replied.

I went in the house and my mom was waiting in the chair for me. She looked upset.

"Woah mom what's up with the face", I said laughing.

"Why are you laughing Justice"

There was a long pause.

"I mean you're looking upset, did I do something wrong", I asked

"What are you doing, hanging around her type"

"Her type ?", I asked confused.

"Dont play dumb Justice, she's obviously gay"

"Ok mom, she's my friend, what's wrong with that"

"No Justice, I raised you better than this....she wants something from you"

"Like what mom"

"She's the devil, I know it....she's trying to corrupt you. You can't go to prom with her, or her pack of demons"

"What??? Mom its my senior year, I have to go to homecoming "

"You Dont have to, you want to. And you can, just not with her"

"Mom you can't do this, she's my friend"

"Shes trying to use you Justice !! ", she yelled.

"She does want anything from you. I Dont want to see you with her ever again."

"You're wrong, you're wrong about her, you're wrong about everything"

"Are you....falling for this girl Justice"

I looked down at the ground.

*slap*

I can't believe this. My mom slapped me.

"ANSWER ME", She yelled

I began to cry.

"No mom I'm not, but if you think she's the devil.... Then you're wrong, look in the mirror, because anyone that abuses or neglects their child over who they can't help to love...is the real devil", I stated.

"If you have any feelings for this girl at all, it ends here. If you're gay, it won't be in this house.", she snapped.

"Now help me put away the bags"

"I need some time to think, I think I'll go for a walk", I said as I grabbed my purse and keys.

I walked out the house slamming the door. I layed my head against the door and slid down to the ground crying.

This is to much already, I need to be with Jaz right now.

I can't do this.