The time I left...

A través de mi ventana?

The fourth month... Fourth month of lying to Milo, of keeping Pablo as a secret.

I really meant to tell him, but there was never good moment. So i just kept saying soon, soon and I haven't told him... Yeah, this is fucked up...

Since he and Tanya told me that they are together, Tanya is more at our house. I see her more often and to be honest, I think that Milo took her from me.

Sometimes, I think she likes him more than me... I mean yeah, he is her boyfriend and all, but hello!
I'm your best friend from the start and Milo just got there not planed.
That's what he always do... I think that mom and dad also haven't planed him, but of well...

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My fashion show ended and it all went great! Pablo also came to watch me and we kind of made out later in my changing room...

Anyways... He is okay being in secret relationship. It's also good for his carrer, because otherwise fans would probably hate me and not support us. Not that we care so much about it but still.

There is one thing... Nora and Tanya. How they found out... Well...

That night after my fashion show... No one saw us, but that doesn't mean that they haven't heard us... Actually just the two of them.

I was sitting on Pablo's lap, while we were making out for about 10 minutes. His hands were on my waist and he started tickling me.

"Pablo stop!" I giggled.

"I like when you smile and kiss me at the same time!"

"Be quiet!"

"Why? I can't be with my girlfriend?!"

"Don't tickle me!"

"You mean like this?" he started tickling me even more.

"Pablo stop!" I laughed.

"You said that you are not ticklish!"

"I am! I never said that I'm not!"

"Just wanted to prove it... Anyways... Where were we?" he stopped and kissed me again.

"Maybe...we...should...stop." I said between kisses.

"Why?"

"Because someone can walk in."

"Nah... No one will walk in your changing room." he said and continued making out with me.

In that moment, door opened and Nora and Tanya stood there shocked.

"Um..."

"It's not what you think!" Pablo and I said at the same time.

"It is actually... I don't see how else can you explain this... Situation!" Nora said.

I quickly jumped off Pablo's lap and cleared my throat.

"We um..."

"You see I was.. umm... passing her room and.." Pablo started, but Nora cut him off.

"Not that it's my thing to know... But if I'm smart enough, which I am, you two are together."

"Well..."

"Just say it! We won't tell anyone!" Tanya said and closed the door.

"Well okay... Yeah... We are.."

"Best friends!" Pablo said out of nowhere.

"Mhm... And best friends often like to make out like that yeah!" Tanya said sarcastic.