Angel (Troyler AU)

'don't be scared i'm right here'

Troye's POV

smut warning

I couldn't resist pulling Tyler in to kiss him after seeing his heartbroken state. It was my first kiss, but I felt like I'd been saving it for this moment, saving it for him. Wakening to him looking defeated was one of the worst things I've probably ever had to do, him looking so vulnerable, so innocent, and if I did end up staying, I would never ever make him feel anything but love and care. Tyler abruptly pulled away to get to his feet. He bent down again, and grabbed me in his arms, gently pressing his lips to my forehead, and settled me down on the bed. He lay next to me, and all I really wanted at this point was to hold, kiss, and take care of him.

He pulled me on top of him, and started to kiss me with tongue. I was lost and didn't know what to do, so I voiced my complaint.

"Tyler, you're the first person I've kissed, I'm not exactly sure what to do." He started at me in disbelief, before a wicked smirk was spreading across his face.

"That's more fun then. Just relax darling, I'll show you everything you need to know. You're a virgin as well, if I guess correctly?"

"Yes,"

"Are you okay with all this?" I felt relieved at the concern and care in his voice. I was only slightly tipsy now, I knew I'd remember this experience in the morning, and I knew I definitely wanted this, with him, so I nodded.

"If I do something you don't like, hurt you, or if you want to back out, tell me right away. I swear I'd do nothing you wouldn't approve of princess." I nodded again, so he sat up with me in his lap, and cupped my jaw. He pressed his lips against mine, feather light, but I wasn't having it. I wrapped my arms around his neck, and pulling him closer, trying to get him to kiss me harder. He bit at my bottom lip, and I gasped at the foreign feeling. He slid his tongue into my mouth, and I met it eagerly. Though I hadn't kissed anyone before this, I felt like I'd done this before, like Tyler and I have done this. Our mouths weaved together in synchronization, and we stayed at a slow tempo for a while, and once I got the hang of it, I almost got bored. I pulled back from our kiss, only to crash our lips back together and bring the speed up. He growled, and unbuttoned my shirt, throwing it to the other side of the room.

He grabbed my ass and pulled my hips against his roughly, and I didn't know how hard I was until my member met his. I moaned aloud at another foreign feeling, as did Tyler. I grinded against him quick but firm now, and each movement had stolen my breath. He still didn't disconnect our kiss when he moved me onto by back, and crawled over me. He dove his lips straight to my neck, and continued a hickey he wasn't satisfied with from earlier. He continued to move down my body, stopping every once in a while to leave a hickey on my chest. My legs started to shake in nerves and anticipation when he looked up at me expectantly for permission when he slipped two fingers under my waistband. I nodded, starting to feel anxious as he pulled them all the way down and eyed the newly uncovered part of me in what I hoped was a good thing. My heart pounding was the only thing I could hear now, and my eyes were in and out of focus.
"I'd never hurt you Troye, please trust me, don't panic." I turned to face him, taken aback by the tear on his right cheek. I decided not to say anything, just shifting up and pushed him over to straddle him, though I was naked and he wasn't, I gasped at the unexpected friction I felt. Wiping the tears off his cheeks, Tyler refused to meet my concerning gaze. I tilted his chin up, forcing him to look up, though I couldn't bring myself to speak, because I'd seen the heartbroken look on his face for the second time tonight. So I mouthed the words, 'it's not your fault' and he cried in my chest, revealing every emotion he seemed to hold inside as I just held him. My heart ached with every sob I felt shake his body. He rested against me until he stopped crying, and sniffled when he sat up, pulling back to lean his forehead against mine.