I finally got discharged from the psych ward after a looong year, ugh. I guess ill call the girls when im home.
25 minutes later.
I park my car in the driveway and notice someone moved in the house next to mine.
I admire the house until someone opens the window and i immediately break out of my trance and go inside my house.
Home sweet home. Gosh how i missed this place, the psych ward was so ,white and uncomfortable it makes me gag just thinking about it. eugh.
Once i get in my room i plop down on my neatly made bed, it was a queen sized bed and it was sooooo soft. Unlike the beds in the psych ward, im talking too much about the psych ward im just gonna stop.
After laying in the comfy bed for five minutes i decide to facetime the girls on our insta group chat. I sat up in my bed and checked my phone, seeing so many notifications ive missed. Damn.
(i know insta didnt have no facetime and stuff but juast pretend 2007 had 2023 shit please, thank you 😘)"Hey gir- " I was cut off my jenny screaming loudly
"Gosh jenny shut up" julie said in a tone, julie was always a badass not gonna lie.
"SORRY ITS JUST AAAAH JANE IS BACK?!" jenny screamed
"Yeah! i wish i would have been able to facetime you girls there but the psych ward was sooooo strict ughh. Oh and i saw someone finally moved in the house next door" I said.Before julie could say anything gemma joined the chat
"OMG HI JANEE YOURE FINALLY BACK?! "
"yeah! how have you been?"
"1 year with no tours or song making kinda sucked, the fans were so sad you had to go, i can't wait to see their reaction when they see youre back!" Gemma answered."Well i was thinking you girls could come over and we could practice some songs at my plac-" i was cut off by jenny, again.
"YESSSSSSSSS OMGGG YESS GIRL I MISS YOU SO MUCH IM OMW RN I ALSO WANNA MEET YOUR NEW NEIGHBOURS PLEASEEE" before i could answer her i leaned by the small table/shelf thingy by my window and saw the neighbours window was right across from mine and our roofs were basically connected, i could easily climb over to their window and knock."I was gonna say something about your new neighbours but SOMEONE just HAD to interrupt me" julie said in a stern voice and expression until jenny mouthed "sorry", it was comforting to see the girls hadn't changed one bit, except jenny stopped straightening her natural waves and julie dyed her hair red, it was blue before, i wonder how she gets the colours out so easily?
After a few minutes of random talking, random catching up , Gemma spoke up.
"Why were you in the psych ward again? Sorry i forgot", after she said that there were moments of silence and blank, dissapointed stares at gemma, then i spoke up "Because i relapsed dumbass, dont you remember when yall were rushing me to the hospital? " i said while undressing myself revealing all the suprisingly big scars across my legs/thighs and arms, i had short-shorts on and a crop top beneath my white flowy summer dress so undressing myself was okay."Oof yeah i remember now, it was so sad that day, i still remember it like it was yesterday!" gemma said, while the others agreed
"Ill go shower now WITH my privacy, ugh the psych ward was awful i had no privacy i had to bathe in front of guards, cya girls" i blow a kiss, they all do the same and hang up.Ugh how it feels good to be home.
I then walk over to my suitcase and unpack all of my clothes, i put them in my closet and start debating on what clothes i should take, as i wasnt gonna go anywhere today and the girls will come over tomorrow i just took some short biker shorts and an oversized graphic tee, i then pick out some lacey black underwear and a matching black bra, I go to the bathroom and shower, as i was standing there thinking about somwething while the hot water hit my skin i realised i left the clothes out in the room, it was a habit i saved before i went to the paych ward and there was no problem but now theres a new neighbour here and it could be a man, even worse and old man which could be a pedophile! i started overthinking and then calmed myself down with a trick i learned in the ward, i told myself i would just quickly put on my tee and then shorts, yeah! ill be fine.
After the shower i quickly dried myself, put on the bra and panties then walked back into my room, as luck has it for me i checked out the window for a second and saw a boy my age, fuck.
He had dreads and he was smoking out the window while looking directly through my window, we shared eye contact for a second before i ran out of the window's sight."Scheiße" i mumbled under my breath while putting on the tee, my face red with embarrassment, i then calmed myself down and walked over to the window, it was open already and i leaned my head out of the window
Our windows were incredibly close so i could see his features very well. He had brown and blonde dreadlocks let down, his pink lips had a sliver lip piercing that shined in the morning sun, he had dark , chocolate brown eyes staring at me while i stared at him with my hazel eyes, his right cheek had a freckle on it, if i had to be honest id have to say he was attractive, and because of that smirk he had plastered on his face i bet he knew. And speaking from experience, men who know they are hot are 99% players.
I got snapped out of my trance hearing a deep voice across from me " Like what you see? cause i sure did" he said in a thick german accent and winked, just then i noticed he didn't have a shirt on, revealing his beautiful abs.
"Um sorry." was all i could blurt out.Before he could answer, I closed my blinds after closing my window, i plopped back on my bed "fuckkk" was all i blurted out before drifting off to sleep.
1st chapter doneeee hope yall enjoyed cuz thsi is the first story im publishing 🙄😞
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FanfictionJane Smith is a 17 year old girl, she is in a band called "𝐏𝐨𝐢𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡". The day she got out of the psych ward will change her whole life. TRIGGER WARNING : Story may include eating disorders, self harm, drug use, smut, child abuse, sui...