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NANON'S POV:
Man! That was really embarrassing....
I was hitting my head because of what
happened. I'm still digesting what I just
did earlier.
"Nanon what went through your mind and you did that?! " I was messing up my hair while still sitting on the couch.
I took a glance at his room before mumbling something. "I think he's
sleeping now. "I took a glance at the medicine on the table that he gave
me before he went upstairs. I smiled
remembering the look on his face while he was talking to me. "He is not
that bad after all. " I mumbled while drinking the medicine that he gave me.
I lay down on the couch and closed my eyes to sleep without knowing what will happen to me tomorrow.
OHM'S POV:
My head hurts a little bit because I slept very late last night. I need to get up whatever happens because my manager will kill me if I show up late again. I went downstairs to check on that naughty boy last night. I thought I will find him cooking some breakfast but I found him laying on the couch still sleeping and snoring. I walked towards him to wake him up. But he doesn't wake up. I tried to tapped his head, his arms but he's still sleeping. I used my feet to wake him up.
"I give up! " I yelled hoping he will wake up but he still doesn't wake up. I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms.
"If you don't wake up... I will kick you out! "I shouted making him stand immediately. I can see that he's still half asleep. "Huh?! What?! I'm awake already! " He said while his eyes are still closed. I poked his head to get is full attention. "ohm why are you
waking me up so early?! " He asked me frustratingly. "Because I need to leave at exactly 8 am. " I answered. "But it's still 7 am! " He answered a little annoyed.
"Stop talking now! Cook some
breakfast now! Faster! I will take a
shower first." I said leaving him in
the living room. I went upstairs and
took a bath. I wore my clothes before
I received a text message from my
manager.
Manager:
Don't be late today! You have so much
work to do today."
I shove my phone inside my pockets
and went downstairs. It must be 7:30
now.
I saw nanon preparing our breakfast. I
sat on the table and look at the foods served in front of me. I told him to
sit down to join me for breakfast. He
started eating while I'm still looking at
him.
"nanon we need to talk. " I said making him look at me and stop eating. He nods indicating me that I should start talking. "You already know that you're my slave right? Or in other words maid. "He nods again. "Then you should know that I really wake up at 7 in the morning because of my schedule. It also depends on what kind of schedule I have on that day.
So let's make some rules nanon. First,
you should wake up earlier than me so you can cook my breakfast, not only breakfast also my lunch and dinner but again it depends on my schedule. "
I said.
"Noted! " He made an ok sign. "Second, don't touch my stuffs... Respect my privacy.... If you respect it I will respect Your too Third you should asleep by 10 pm... Fourth, before I come back
from work, the house must be clean
and shiny. I don't want to see any dirt.
That's all! " I said, he looked so shocked
and stunned at the same time. "What's the problem?" I asked him. "That's so many! " He said. I shrugged my shoulders and continued eating my food.
I almost spit it out because of the taste.
"nanon? Don't you know how to make a fried egg?! It's really salty! " I said, he bowed and scratched his head. I tried eating his soup. "Ohooo... This soup is tasteless! Did you put any salt in it?!
This egg is salty, this soup is tasteless....
" I said making him pout. I chuckled a
bit that makes him look up to me.
I stood up and get my things. "nanon
remember, clean the whole house.
You can do anything that you want
after you cleaned it. " He nods and I turned my back on him but I suddenly
I remember something that I should
tell him. "Ah! I almost forgot.... Clean
the second room upstairs. I've already removed my things there. All you need to do is clean it. You can sleep there first, I don't want you to sleep on the couch.... I know it's uncomfortable.
Don't worry I will buy you your own
bed but for now use a mat first to sleep on. " I said while walking towards the door. But before I could go to my car,nanon quickly held my arms.
"ohm, can.... Can I use the computer
in the living room?" He asked politely
making me tilt my head in confusion.
"Well you see, I'm a writer.... I just want you continue the story that I wrote if it's okay to you? " nanon made a begging eyes. I nodded and he smiled at me. I waved my hand on him and got in the car and went to work.
Finally! Today's work is already
finished. I'm so tired today, I just
want to go home. It's almost 7 pm, I
went in my car and was about to go
but I received a text message from
lily. I hesitated to read it because we haven't seen each other since last night. She didn't even go to my workplace today. But in the end, I can't resist her. I opened my phone and look at her messages.
lily:
ohm~ are you finished working? Please answer me ASAP!
ohm:Yeah I just finished... What's the matter lily? Did something happened?
lily:Nothing! Can you please come to my
store for just a minute? I want you to
try the new outfit I made for you!"
I shove my phone back to my pockets.
I started to drive to lily's store.
It only took me 15 minutes before
I got there because her store is not
that really far from my company. So I
always visit her whenever I have time.
I parked my car and went inside. I
think she already closed the store for
the day. I saw her arranging all of the
clothes.
"lily?" I called her. She turned
around and smiled when she saw me.
"Oww you're here already! Sit down
first, I'm just going to get the outfit. "
I sat down and she left. After a few
minutes she came back with a bunch of clothes in her hand.it's so many! I thought you're just going to show me one? " I asked
confusedly. She chuckled.
"Well, let's just say I tricked you! " She
laughed, I shook my head and get all
the clothes in her hand. I went to the
fitting room trying all the clothes she
designed for me.
It took me 10 minutes trying all the
clothes.
"Thank you so much ohm, you can
drink your coffee first, I'll be right
back. "She handed me a coffee and get all the clothes in my hand. I sat down while waiting for her. When she came back, she sat beside me.
"Those clothes are really good, it's cute.
"I said making her giggle.
"Thank you..... Thank you for your
help also. "She smiled sweetly. I was
busy drinking my coffee that I didn't notice that there was a dirt on my
face. lily quickly get it while
chuckling.
"Seriously ohm.... What will happen
to you if I'm gone? " She said while
giggling. "You're such a baby, I can't
even leave you." lily added, I
turned my face on her. I was shocked
because of what I've heard.
"What do you mean? You're leaving?!"
I asked her.
"Hmm, my parents told me that I
should continue my job in States. I can learn a lot there. I can also become a famous designer if I'm there. " She said
without leaving the smile on her face.
"But why didn't you tell me?! "
"I just told you right? Actually the
reason why I called you isn't just
because I wanted you to try those
outfits, I want to tell you because you're my friend. Those outfits that you've
tried, I'm going to bring them in States.
They said that they want to check all of my designs. " I bowed my head down.
I'm supposed to be happy for her right?
But why do I feel like I want to stop her from going there? I want her to stay with me?
"ohm aren't you happy? "
"I- I'm happy for you lily.... But
I'm also sad because you're leaving me.
" I said, she caressed my cheeks.
"When are you leaving? " I asked her,
she already stopped caressing my face.
"I think after the welcoming party of
P', I just remembered! I didn't tell him
yet! I'm going to call him later. ohm
we should go out sometimes, I think
we need to celebrate this! " She said
excitedly. I faked a smile and nods at
her.getting late ohm, you should go
home now. You have work tomorrow
right? " She told me. I stood up and bid her my goodbyes. I get in the car and went home immediately.
When I came back, nanon was already there asking me if I have dinner yet but I ignored him. I ran upstairs and locked my room. Because I don't know how much long do I need to hide my real feelings towards her. I can't even tell her that I like her. I sat on the floor and rests my head on the wall. I was crying so much.'lily I really like you! Can you hear that?! I really really like you! 'I thought.
"I like you okay?!!! "I shouted while
punching the wall. I came back to my
senses when I heard a continuous
knock on the door.
"ohm? Are you okay? What Happened? Please open this up. " said while trying to open my door.
"Get out! "I shouted.
"I won't leave until I make sure that
you're okay. ohm please open it up.
I heard some strange noise in there.
What are you doing?! " nanon was still
knocking. I stood up and opened the
door. I can see that he is shocked to see my swollen eyes.
"ohm...."
"nanon what did I tell you?! I told
you you get out right?! I told you to
RESPECT MY PRIVACY RIGHT?! So get out now! I don't want to eat.... I'm not hungry. " I said making him startled. I shut the door on his face. I don't know what he feels now but I don't care.
I fell asleep because of too much crying, I'm thinking if I should cancel all of my works for tomorrow.
nanon's pov                                         6:30 am:
I woke up early to prepare breakfast to that master. I'm still frustrated at him because of what he did last night.
Is it wrong to ask someone if they're
okay?
I took a quick glance at his room.
"He's still sleeping of course, he wakes up at exactly 7 am. " I mumbled. I already cooked his breakfast and I already finished cleaning the backyard It's 7 am already but still no sign of
ohm.
"Doesn't he have work today? " I'm still looking at his door. There's still no sign of him opening it up.
An hour later~~~
He's still not here. Maybe his work got
cancelled today. I was startled when I
heard the door opened. I took a quick
glance at him. I saw him getting out
of his room while massaging his head.
When he noticed that I was looking at
him, I quickly turned my head on the
other way.
'nanon, you're mad at him.... Remember that.'
I went to the kitchen and reheat all the
dish. He sat on the table while waiting
for me to finish.
When I served him all the foods, I'm
expecting him to apologize but he
didn't, he kept eating the food.
When I sat across him, I noticed that
his hand is wounded and also swelling.
I was staring at it that I didn't notice ohm was calling me.
"nanon? Why are you looking at? " He
asked me annoyingly. I shook my head and focus on my food. I didn't answer him and keep ignoring his presence but I couldn't ignore those wounds on his hands. He kept wincing in pain every time he tries to move his hand.
I'm getting worried.….. What happened last night?'
We already finished eating our
breakfast when I heard him call
someone. I think it's his manager. He
said that he will not be able to show up today because something happened to him.
I kept looking at him while he's still
wincing in pain. I went to his room to
clean it up when I noticed something.
I noticed the wall has a little crack on
it."There was no crack on this wall
before. "I mumbled then I suddenly
remembered ohm's hand. I quickly
went down and prepared an ice pack
for him. He was still sitting on the
couch while watching the television.
I sat beside him while holding the ice
pack. I took his hand and examine for
a little bit before applying the ice pack
on his hand. He was confused on what I'm doing.
"nanon? What are you doing?! Let me
go! " He was trying to remove the ice
pack. I squeeze his hands making him stop and winced in pain.
"Ouch! Hey stop it now! " I narrowed
my eyes and looked at him.
"Don't move too much also don't be so stubborn. Just be thankful on what I'm doing to you." I responded making him to calm down.
"Ouch! It hurts! Be careful. "
"It hurts? Really? Then why did you
punched the wall in your room?
Who told you to do that? If you didn't
do that, maybe your hand now is
not swelling and you wouldn't be
complaining. Now let me do my job
now okay? " I said. We became quiet
for a while. Until ohm broke the
silence.
"Last night.... I-I'm sorry.….... For yelling at you." I looked at him and chuckled a bit.
"Why are you laughing?! " He frowned.
"Nothing... I didn't expect the famous
ohm pawat will apologize to the
likes of me. "I said while chuckling. I
accidentally pressed the ice pack on his hand making him wince in pain."I apologized already! Why are you
hurting me?! "He yelled.
"I'm not hurting you. It was just an
accident. "I answered. He sighed
deeply. I looked at him.
"ohm, why do you have to hurt
yourself? Why do you have to do
this? "I asked him. He looked at me
confusedly before answering.
"Where did you even got that
question?! " I shook my head before
continuing.
"I was just thinking. What made you
punched the wall? I'm really thinking...
Is this some kind of punishment to
yourself? Because you did something
bad? " ohm bit his lower lips.
"nanon, I already told you.... Respect my privacy. You don't need to know this kind of thing." He answered. I didn't
answer him, I bowed my head down.
"nanon.... "
"ohm! I will say this only once so
please listen carefully. If you have any
problem.... You can tell me.... If you
don't have someone to talk to, you can talk to me.... Hurting yourself won't solve the problem itself. When you don't say your problem, you'll feel
like there's a rock within you, you're
trying to move it by yourself but you
can't, you will need a friend to help
you right?
"Punching a wall isn't the answer
either. The wall didn't do anything to
you but you're punching it?! " I said
making him chuckle a little."I did it! I made you smile!!! " I said
excitedly. I kept smiling at him while
he's shaking his head. I didn't noticed
that he was staring at me. When I
looked at him, I saw that he was still
staring at me. Without much thought,
I stared back at him. I came back to
my senses when I noticed that I'm still holding his hand. I removed my hand and stood up.
"o-ohm I- I need to f-f-finish.... I mean
I need to clean the house now. "I
stuttered. He nods, I turned around
and walked away from him but he said something that made me stop walking.
"Thank you nanon. " My eyes widened.
I turned around to look at him but he already went to his room.
I quickly ran to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. I touched my both cheeks. It was so red and also warm."How can you blush from just a simple thank you?! Or is it because he stares at me?!"
I was controlling myself not to smile
too much but I can't.
"Calm down nanon.... Calm down...
Breathe in... Breathe out. " I mumbled
while still processing what happened
earlier.'This is bad.... This is bad. nanon remember you are not allowed to like him. Both of you are not compatible.
He's an actor and you're just his maid.
Right, he will never like you.

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