conditionally love

newlyweds 💖

NANON"S POV:
After that, we already went home.
We also had a hard time going home
because some reporters tried to
stopped us and asked us various of
questions. Good thing, ohm's manager
is there to save the both of us.
After we got home, there is still an
awkwardness lingering between us.
Both of us did not talk while inside the
car. I don't know but right now, I'm
starting to regret all my decisions.
As I was heading towards my room, I
heard ohm call me.
"Nanon, after you freshen up, go to my
room... I've got something to give you.
" He said before completely turning his
back on me and heading on his own
room.
I sat on the bed and looked at the ring on my finger.
"At least this ring... Is true.. I can feel
it.. " I mumbled. I shook my head and
exhaled deeply.
"Nanon, remember... This is only a
contract.... You can never fall in love
with him... Wait! Actually that's kind of
easy. " I said with a proud expression. I
stood up and went to the bathroom to
freshen up. It took me 15 minutes and
now I'm standing right here in front
of ohm's room. I knocked three times
before he opened the door.
"Come in.. " He said, I went inside and
sat on his bed. He closed the door and
went to the drawer to get something.
I looked around his room and I noticed
that his room is full of pictures of him
and his fans. I can't see any pictures of
his family. I also saw a picture of his
friends. My eyes were still wandering
that I didn't noticed that ohm was already in front of me.
"Here." He coldly said while handing
me an envelope.
"What is this? " I asked.
"Didn't I tell you that every week I will
pay you for a job well done? Actually
you did a good job today, even though
it took you so long to answer the priest.
What were you thinking that time huh?
" He squinted his eyes.
"Nothing! I was just... Uh.... Thinking of
what should I answer that time... Yeah
that one.
"Thinking? Nanon, don't try to fool me....
It's only yes or no... Are planning to run
away from me? "
"No! I'm not! You're thinking too much!
"I exclaimed, he nods his head and
bent down his body so he can see my
face clearly. My eyes were shaking too much. I can't properly look into his
eyes.
"Do you want any bonus? " He said
under his breath.
"Bonus? What do you mean?" I
confusedly asked.
"I mean I can give you more than that."
he smirked but I still don't get it. He
sighed when he noticed my expression.
I don't want him to think that Im dumb
so i just nodded thinking it's money he
will give me.
"Uhmm sure....who could say no to a
little bonus right?" I chuckled. He nods
and turned his back on me. He went
to his drawer again leaving me on the
bed.
I didn't know what went through his
mind and he suddenly pushed on the
bed while he's on top of me. My eyes
widened by the sudden action that he did. He was just smirking at me.
" Ohm what are you doing?!!" I
suddenly raised my voice. I tried to
push him but he just pinned my hands
over my head.
" You told me that you want a little
bonus right?"
"Yeah, but not this kind of bonus!
I thought it was money, you never
told me that this was the bonus." I
exclaimed. He chuckled.
"Oh nanon, how can you be so dumb
and cute at the same time." he said.
I blushed a little at his statement. He
traced his fingers on my face while he
was leaning down on me.
"Hey! Remember you're already
breaking the rules! You know what will
be the consequences if you do this! " I
tried to pushed him away."I know. Don't you want that? This
house will be yours again and we'll
going to break up and you will never
have to see me again and besides I'm
your husband right? And you're my
husband too,after marriage we need to
have a honeymoon right. " ohm said
making my eyes widened. My hands
that used to stop him weakened. He
leaned down on my neck. He was just
breathing on it, his lips is not touching
it. Actually I don't really know what
he was really doing because I'm still
processing what he just told me a few
minutes ago.
'Break up? Why does it sound so easy
for him?'
As soon as I came back to my senses,I
held ohm's shoulders and pushed it
lightly.
"ohm you're heavy. Get off me." I said
in a very cold tone. ".... " No response from him. I looked at
him and tapped his shoulders.
"ohm get off now. I want to sleep. I'm
tired. " I said but no response from him
again.
"I said get off !!!! "I pushed him so hard
that he fell on the bed.
"Oi! That hurts!!!" He shouted. I stood
up and walked towards the door.
"Hey nanon! Oi! Help me first before you
leave! " I stopped walking, I bit my lips
and closed my eyes. I turned around
and showed him a sarcastic smile.
"Well this time it's not my fault. It's
your fault! And besides we're husbands
now right? This is the only way that I
can show my husband that I REALLY
love him. "I emphasized the word
really to him.
"By letting your husband fall on bed?!"
"No.... By being sarcastic to my husband
all the time. "I stick out my tongue.
"Ah! I forgot... "I went to him and bent
down. "Goodnight my dear husband.
I hope you will sleep well tonight and
also... " I whispered in his ears.
"If you want to tease me, beware
because I'm not just a baby that will
cry when you take my precious little
toy.. I can also bite back you know,
if you want to play with me....Il give
you what you want. " I stood up and
winked at him and chuckled. I left
his room feeling my heart is gonna
explode any minute now. I can't stop
smiling but there's still a part of me
that feels hurt and empty at the same
time.
3 weeks later
OHM'S POV:
It's been 3 weeks since our contract marriage happened. Those 3 weeks
have been hell for me. I don't think I
can survive for seven months more.
All we do is just quarreling with each
other every single day. He will always
find a reason to fight with me. I just
teased him the other night and now
he's fighting with me!
But I will admit, he's not the only one
starting a fight. Sonmetimes, I start it too
because I don't know... He kinda look
so cute when he's mad or sulking. I
was just laughing at myself whenever
I think that he's cute or handsome or
whatsoever.
My manager give me a month to rest
with my husband. Actually he planned
a vacation for us two but because I'm
really lazy and I don't want to travel
that far, I decided to stay at home with
this dumb guy.
My manager cancelled all my
schedules this month just because I'm getting married. Actually I regretted it
because it was so boring in this house.
All I can see is him, him, him.
"ohm?!! ohm?! ohm!!! "I came back
to my senses when I heard Saint was
calling me.
"Why?! Why are you shouting?! Are
you going to start a fight again?! "I
raised my voice.
"For your information, I'm not the one
starting a fight here... You are, and
also I'm not shouting because I want
to fight with you.. I'm so tired now,
I'm not in the mood to argue and play
your childish games. I'm calling you
because you were dazing out and also,
someone's looking for you outside. " He
said, I stood up and went to the door to
know who it was.
My eyes widened in shock when I saw
who it was. "lily?!"I called her and she
coldly looked at me.
"What are you doing here?! I thought
you already left... Right, before my
wedding you left right? " I asked her.
She crossed her arms and sternly
looked at me.
"I didn't leave. "
"Huh?! How is that possible?! I never
see you during my preparation for
my wedding." lily was about to
answer but nanon disturbed us.
"Uhm, if you guys want to talk... You
can talk inside.. ohm you should
invite her inside our house, don't be
so rude. " nanon said leading her inside
our house. lily passed by and
followed nanon. I closed the door and
I saw nanon already preparing a drink
for her. I sat beside her still keeping
Some distance. I can feel some cold aura coming from her.
"Lily, will you tell me why are
you here?
"Is there something wrong if I visit my
FRIEND?! " She emphasized the word
'friend' which breaks my heart into
pieces.
"N-no! That's not what I meant....
It's just that.... I know you left to
pursue your dream right? I just don't
understand why you're here now.
"I explained. She turned around
and gazed at me. I can feel my spine
shivering because of her stares.
"Yeah.. I was supposed to leave but...
After what happened at the party and
after you announce your marriage
to that guy... I couldn't leave.... I don't
know what comes into your mind and
decided to marry him. I know you
ohm, you're a straight guy... You don't
like boys.... Tell me the truth ohm, that guy put some spell on you did he?" I
avoided her stares and looked down.
" H-He didn't put some spell on me
Lily.... I really want to marry
him." I said still looking down.
"ohm you know that this can affect
your career right? I hope you know
what you're doing." Lily said, she
stood up and I looked at her.
"I better leave." I just sat still but
before she can leave, she turned
around and started to speak again.
" ohm if you think that I accepted
this one then you're wrong...I will do
everything that I can to prove you that
you're not gay and also.... to prove you
that you like girls more than guys."
She said while slamming the door. My
eyes widened at her words, my legs are
shaking and I can also feel my spine
were shivering.