(Warning,this one shot does involve self harming. If you are a self harmer or once done self harming,this could be triggering. So please,don't read this one shot if you self harm and just know,if you need someone to talk to,I am always here.)
Christian Coma one shot
As I stood in front of the mirror in just my bra and shorts,I sighed. "I'll never be as perfect as those models. I'll never be pretty. I'll never be skinny. I'll never have straight,perfect hair. I'll never be flawless. I'll always have these nasty scars. I'll always be a tall,190 pound, chunky girl." I whispered softly to myself. I sighed once again and grabbed my razor,sitting on the floor and let the razor dance between my fingers before holding it to my wrist,slicing my skin,over and over. As the cuts got deeper,tears fell from my eyes.
"Baby,I'm home!" Yelled my boyfriend of two years, Christian. "Fuck!" I yelled quieted to myself as I got up,trying to clean the blood. "D-don't com-" I got cut off as Christian walked into the bathroom and stared at me shocked. "W-why Maxine?" He asked,walking closer to me. I sighed and looked down,ashamed."Because CC,I'm not perfect. I'm a worthless,fat girl who doesn't deserve you." I replied as more tears fell from my eyes. Christian walked over to me,wrapping me tightly in his arms. "Baby girl,you are perfect. You're perfect to me. I love you for you. I love your chunkiness. I love everything about you. You don't need to change." He said softly in my ear as he played with my hair. I looked up at him,smiling before gently pressing my lips to his,muttering,"Thank you,my love."
YOU ARE READING
Band One-Shots
FanfictionBlood On The Dance Floor, Black Veil Brides, MIW, ATL, PTV, Sleeping With Sirens, and more one-shots.
