i missed our friendship.

i cant move on.

jim's pov
"i...." she trailed off after she broke off our unexpected kiss "i can't." my heart shattered into pieces. "you're really gonna marry him?" i said in disbelief. she nodded. i couldn't take anymore so i walked out of the office "jim, stop!" she tried to call out but nothing could make me turn around at this point. i got in my car and drove to corporate and made them transfer me to the stanford branch.

that conversation. that whole conversation plays through my head every time i close my eyes or see something that reminds me of her. i really do miss her, with all my heart but she doesn't feel the same way so there's no point for me to embarrass myself any more.

"hey tuna!" my new co worker andy's voice broke my train of thought. the people at stanford aren't like scranton and for once i actually miss michael and dwight. the people here are more professional, i had to kearn that the hard way when i put andy's calculator in jello like i used to do with dwight and he shouted and started kicking things to find out who did it, i just hid behind my monitor screen. "oh hey andy"

"wooahh, tuna, why the long face?" andy has called me tuna ever since i brought a tuna sandwich in for my lunch in my very first day, and since then it's been this tradition to him i guess. "i didn't get much sleep last night so i'm not really feeling myself" "oh well today will be over before you know it" then he went and sat down at his dest which was infront of mine.

then karen walked in. she's alright, i guess. i have tried to fall inlove with her to take my mind off you know who, but i can't. i can't move on. pam's perfect, she really is, but i have to get over that. she's probably happily married with roy by now and has forgotten all about me.
maybe i should ask karen out so i'm not alone forever. i don't know what to do anymore. then karen walks over to her desk which is behind mine and on her journey through the messy office her eyes never leave me. that continued until she sat down which made her take her eyes off of me. i sighed then i spun around to face her on my swivel chair.

"hey....uh i was wondering if you wanted to get dinner with me sometime?" i blurted out knowing deep down i wasn't wondering and i'm still completely hooked on pam. she then smiled ear to ear and said "yeah, i'd love to" i smiled faintly and wrote my number down for her so i could text her the details for the date.

i spun back around to my desk and put my head in my hands 'why did i do that' i thought to myself i'm just gonna break her heart in the end. maybe i will fall inlove with her? just not yet.

damn you pamela morgan beesly.
i can't fall out of love with you.

I DID IT GUYS IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF
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