🖤Chapter 8🖤

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I have decided to do only 10 chapters! I am having so many ideas for books and I need to complete one! I will definitely do another one (monisuki) so it won't end properly.

Anyway I hope you enjoy the 8th chapter!

⚠️WARNING: ANGST AND S3LF H&RM! ⚠️

Yuri's POV

Leaving Sayoris house, I already feel bad.

She looked so hurt when I left...did she not want me to leave? 

Ugh, I feel so annoyed with myself!

I really want to talk to her! And I think I owe her an explanation for cutting her out for so many years.

I take out my phone as I continued to walk to the bus stop for home.

I feel my breath quicken...you can do this Yuri, you've texted her before!

I begin to type.

Yuri: Hey sayori we need to talk

Sayori is typing...

Sayori: Oh hey Yuri! What's it about??? :)

My fingers go numb.

Come on Yuri!

Yuri: I'd rather do this in person, how about we go to the park after school tomorrow?

I close my eyes, awaiting for the ping.

Ping

I open my eyes, and look down at the message.

Sayori: Okay! That's fine ❤️

I close my phone, quickly jumping onto the bus as it pulled up.

I get on a seat and breathe out, feeling my lungs relax.

1 hour later...

My heart...

My lungs...

My body...

I managed to get home, but everything started shaking.

I can't calm down...I have to do it.

I run up to the bathroom and look in the mirror, audibly gasping at the sight of me.

My hair was a mess, my face glistened with sweat and my whole body shook.

I grabbed the knife I had all the time by the sink, ready for situations like this.

I look back to the first time I did this...it was right after sayori confessed to mc.

And that day changed everything...everything.

I roll my sleeves up and let the blade slide off my skin.

I feel my blood rush out of its wounds.

More...I...can't...calm...down...

...

...

...

1 hour later...

I'm lying on the floor, my arm covered in blood.

I managed to bandage it enough for it to stop.

I feel tears roll down my face...I'm so messed up...

I don't deserve to have sayori as a friend...I don't deserve to be part of the literature club...

I don't deserve to live...


This is short but sad :( poor Yuri!

Anyway I'm gonna get another chapter up in a bit and hopefully get the last one done aswell! 

Cya for now~


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