Love Of My Life (Sasunaru)💖

Thinking about him

Sasuke's POV

I was sitting at the bar with my friends. It is a Friday night so we decided to go have a few drinks together. I was sitting at a stool looking at my drink thinking.

I was thinking about Naruto, I was thinking about how soft his blonde hair looks and felt, how healthy and bright it looks and how great it smelt. It smelt like lavender and peppermint. Then I started thinking about his skin.

"Sasuke, Sasuke!," Gaara said snapping his fingers in front of my face. I frowned turning my face away.

"What?," I asked taking a sip from my drink.

"Bro, you seem kinda dazed and out of it. What's wrong with you and I haven't seen your wondering eye looking around the bar?," Gaara asked looking at me.

"There's nothing wrong with me and I don't feel like taking someone home tonight. I just feel weird these past few days," I said looking at them.

"Weird, what kind of weird?," Neji asked with a frown.

"It's just, when I'm around Naruto I feel weird. I feel like holding him, kissing him, making love with him," I said running my hands through my hair sighing.

"Whoa, so you are lusting after him?," Shino asked sipping his beer.

"No, It feels deeper than that Shino. I don't know I just...," I said pausing leaning onto my hand," I can't stop thinking about him," I said looking at my drink.

"Oohh, I think our friend here is developing feelings for Naruto," Gaara said with a chuckle.

"Are you seriously?," Neji asked laughing his ass off.

"What no, I can't be developing feelings for Naruto. We're just friends," I said shaking my head with a frown.

"I think you do Sasuke, you've been off daydreaming about him," Shino said laughing slightly.

"No, that can't happen. Naruto will hate me if that ever happen," I said sighing.

"What, that you are developing romantic feelings for him?," Gaara asked laughing his ass off.

"Just think about it, the biggest player in Japan actually liking someone romantically. Who would have thought," Neji said laughing.

"Come on you guys, you know I was in a relationship with someone," I said looking at them with a frown.

"You mean with Sakura, can you even call what you guys had a relationship," Gaara said shaking his head.

"Come on guys," I said shaking my head.

"Come on Sasuke, that woman loved your money, looks and family name but not you, the real you. Heck she doesn't even know anything about you, she only knows that you're successful, an Uchiha and have money," Neji said.

"Yeah, I'm sorry to say this Sasuke but that girl was a gold digger," Gaara said.

"Please, don't call Sakura that," I said slightly annoyed.

"She's probably banging someone right now," Gaara said and they all laughed at that.

"You know what Gaara, just shut the fuck up okay. You don't know anything about Sakura, I don't appreciate you calling her that. And you know what, I'm out of here," I said pissed off getting up from my stool and walking away.

Gaara's POV

"You see that, I told you he's still hung up on Sakura," I said towards Shino and Neji.

"Yeah, but what about Naruto?," Shino asked.

"I think we need to watch and see what happens," Neji said folding his arms.

Sasuke's POV

I walked out the bar and towards my car. I get inside it and leaned against the steering wheel. I didn't mean to react like that. It just, when they talk about my ex, it brings back old memories. I used to love Sakura, I really loved her. It took me time to get over her.

I had to go to these bars and drink in hopes to get drunk and pass out or sleep with someone just to stop thinking about her. It feels like I still harbor feelings for her somehow. We've been together six years, I even brought an engagement ring to propose to her.

But she wasn't ready to be married and I offered to wait for her but the next day she was gone. She didn't even leave a note, nor a text. She just decided to leave me so suddenly. I was so broken, lost and confused about everything. I didn't know what to do.

But luckily my friends were there, my mother was there and my elder brother was there. My father straight up told me to pick myself up and stop acting like a sissy boy. Ah, my old man, you gotta love him.

The night I met Naruto at the ball was unbelievable. At first I wanted nothing more than to just bed him. But now that I got to know him better, I could see he's a very generous person, he's gentle and very kind. He could tell me things I didn't even notice about myself.

For example, he noticed that everytime I'm nervous or anticipated, my left index finger starts to twitch. Or that I bottle my emotions to not show weakness. I don't how he knows this, but somehow I love it. It makes me feel noticed and important.

Everytime when I think about him or think that I'm going to see him soon, I just feel a rush going through my veins and when I'm next to him I feel alive. There was this one time he came over to my house and bought groceries with his money and he made a warm home cooked meal. I have never eaten so much in my life.

When I'm around him, I feel warm and loved but when I was around Sakura, I felt empty at times because all she cared about were expensive brands, money and status. Yes she would be loving at times but that would be just a while.

I sighed as I started my car driving back home.

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Until next time.
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