Selfish LOVE ✓

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At night

Jungkook made his way to sleep and found Taehyung arranging his bed.

"You don't have to do this I can do it by myself"
He said sternly. Taehyung smiled.

"I know bun, but you are not feeling well... So why not, now come we'll cudd--"
Jungkook cut him off.

"Who said I'll cuddle you? Remember you were the one who said that you don't feel comfortable with my touch?"
It made Taehyung's heart clench., He covered it with a sad smile.

"Koo... I know I did very wrong... I was not in my right sense and a mere sorry isn't enough, but it's okay if you want space."
Saying so he grabbed his wrist ever so softly and made him lay down on the bed.

He smiled at Jungkook.

Taehyung sat beside him ready to sleep on the couch in Jungkook's room. But Jungkook spoke off.

"Don't sleep in MY room, I don't want you in my room"
Jungkook said pressuring on the word 'My'.

"But where should I slee--"

"You may leave to Seoul to YOUR apartment, no need to stay here or find the place in my house"
Jungkook mockingly told to Taehyung.

This words made Taehyung realise that how Jungkook must've felt when he mentioned their apartment as his.

He shrugged off the bad feeling in his heart and smiled.

"Don't worry, I'll sleep in living room"
Saying so he switched off the lights and went in living room.

Jungkook felt very bad. He doesn't wanna say those hurtful words to Taehyung but he don't wanna be pathetic.

"Sorry tae-tae, but it's hard"
He muttered under his breath and tried to sleep somehow, yet his tears didn't let him.

Next morning

"Wakey wakey koo..."
Jungkook whined in sleep.

Taehyung chuckled at his cute reaction. He missed these little moments. He sucked his breath, before letting out softly.

"Come on wake up, we have to go to Seoul."
Jungkook stirred awake.

When he noticed Taehyung's smiley face his heart fluttered 'It isn't dream right?'

Taehyung smoothly push Back his hairs staring deeply.

"You aren't dreaming"
Taehyung chuckled.

Realisation hit Jungkook as he sat straight 'How can he guess my mind?'

Jungkook maintained his cold posture, when he wanted to do nothing but hold Taehyung close and never let go.

"Why you wake me up?"
Taehyung frowned.

"Why not? We have to go to Seoul"

"But I don't wanna go, there's nothing in Seoul for me, you can go"
He stated sadly indeed, there was nothing. It's better to be lonely in real than lonely between a crowd of people.

Taehyung very well knew, he stared at Jungkook sadly.

"But koo you have college and few days later we'll be having exams so why are you not coming?"

"Why should I come? I'm dropping out I don't need to study there"
Taehyung's eyes widen when he heard kook saying drop out.

"D-drop out?"
Jungkook rolled his eyes

"Yes drop out"
Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows.

"But why? Don't you wanna graduate? Eh? What about your dreams Koo?"
Jungkook just stood up without replying.