𝑯𝒊𝒈𝒉 𝒐𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 [Suna x Reader]

𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑬𝒏𝒅

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~another month time-skip~

I got sick of his constant abuse. I still love him, but do I really wish to stay with someone who harms me that way?

I can't remember myself. I have bruises from enduring this. I feared the end for too long but I think I started to love being away from him more than I love him.

However he got back at me for leaving him was worth it.

He only rewarded my tears. He only loved me back when I cried in his arms over the itching numbness of my cheek after he slapped me, or my difficulty to breathe after he choked me, even a punch or two around my shoulders and stomach.
He always did look very sorry and maybe it really wasn't his fault, maybe that's just what he knew.

But I can't be under his influence anymore. I can't keep enduring his mood swings, his wining, his yelling, his control, his violence.

When I ended things. He didn't have a reaction. I think he was in shock. He didn't have any sort of outburst and just let me walk out.

Maybe he knew what he was doing to me. Maybe he knew he was ruining me by simply being in my life.

Suna was a significant part of my life. I hate him for all he did to me, but I have to move on, forgive. I grew from this, I now know what to stay away from.

He taught me what love wasn't meant to be, he taught me what love wasn't supposed to feel like. And for that I'm thankful.

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