Sextophonia | JHS 18+

05- Husband

After that day, Namjoon and I didn't talk for about a month.

I couldn't go straight to him cause of course, I didn't have the guts to go on his face and him- how would he after all.

We were just avoiding the conversation that could have been better if took place earlier. As if we would have talked the same time, I know we might have fought, might also have gotten physical but then we'd be alright.

However, we didn't talk and that burried our hearts kore into guilt and anger for Namjoon.

Giving the other space is a good thing but from that, I learnt the hard thing that never give space if you're in a position to talk. I know it's hard in that moment, but you need to talk.

Whether you'll fight, whether you'll stay mad at each other and what not, but it'll be alright if done at the same time as if you give so much time to the other person then we both overthink, and it kills the feelings and emotions within ourselves for that bond and the person.

Nonetheless, Namjoon didn't burst up even after that one month. When I talked to him finally gathering some courage, all of us were present there.

The whole Bangtan.

Namjoon and I did quarrel. I told him how it happened and i didn't want it but...after some time he understood it too but after that fight cum conversation, we created differences and awkwardness amongst each other.

It went on for a long time and that's why, I'm never doing that mistake again to leave my explanation when I'm supposed to give it right at that moment.

"Hoseok," Taehyung calls.

Sitting me was stupified to see the young girl after years in front of me. It's been long since I've seen her again and won't lie, she's become so stunningly beautiful. Her style has changed a lot. Her personality has changed a lot. Now she looks more like grown up woman who's independent and confident. Who fears nothing.

She had a smile on her face as she entered but when she saw me there sitting, she had the smile still so I couldn't look weak or like a one who hasn't moved on.

Moved on from what?

Arial and I just hadn't had sex for once. That accident one was known to everyone but the future ones, no one knows about them yet. All they know is when she left for the states, Namjoon was evidently broke to everyone as he had always liked her but me?

I just could have ocean full eyes without water.

However, what she's done to me could never be forgiven. I've lost someone important for forever in my life because of her and for that, I still need to talk as my research is on going about what exactly happened that day, once I'm sure, Arial and her dudes are dead.

But here, seeing her after years did make me feel things a little as earlier when we were together, she was like a kid but now? She's gorgeous.

Wearing a that black dress today made her even beautiful that nourished her colour in the bright home of Taehyung even better.

She walks towards me beside Taehyung. Both having smiles on their faces but holding different meanings.

Taehyung's - fearful of me?

Arial - she remembers nothing perhaps so she's so normal looking.

I stood up to greet her but instead the girl as she neared me, I thought from her actions it would be a handshake.

None of it.

She hugged me.

"Hello, Hoseok! It's been years since I saw you. How have you been?" She chimed with a smile while hugging me.

I was so clueless of what happened so I look at Taehyung who-

"What the fuck?" He mutters under his breath.

- was even perplexed than I was.

I hug her back with just my palm on her shoulder and instantly broke it so not to make it obvious that we're confused or happy or shocked or just- don't know what to feel anymore.

"Tell me Hoseok, I asked how have you been?" Arial repeats.

"Yeah, I've been amazing. How about you?" I keep my hands in my pockets of pants to sound more clear and confident that i succeeded in.

But at the back of my mind, I was still clueless of what's happening and how to react at each and everything.

"Umm hey, why don't you two catch up and I'll go order delivery for Arial till then?" Arial smiles and nods as she sits beside the place I was standing on the couch placing her purse.

"Sure, catch up, I'll be back soon." Taehyung mutters apologetically looking at me and runs off.

This man is a roasted dead meat as she's gone.

I was about to go to the place opposite to her but I feel a force of her hand that pulled me down due to which I landed on her.

Not exactly just above but our faces were inches apart and the smile she had seconds ago was interchanged with a devilish smirk.

"How's the change?" She asks as her arm reach my collar and pulls me more towards her with a jerk.

"I don't like changes," I replied nonchalantly.

"They are inevitable."

"That's why I don't like them."

The ambiance around us was too too quick to change.

"But you like me, don't you Mr. husband?"

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This is the kind of a dress Arial wore.