Can't Help but Imagine

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I can't help but imagine what my life would have been without you

Not to say you made it so much better

Which at times you did

But you also broke me

I can't help but imagine how happy I would have been if you asked me to date you

We were so close but the words never flowed out of your mouth

Unlike the words "I love you"

I can't help but imagine if I had stopped talking to you after you broke me for the first time

But of course that wasn't enough for me, I had to find out why

And you didn't want to talk about that of course so we started talking about something else

And then I was blocked

I can't help but imagine what we would be like if you didn't lie to me

Block me

Unblock me

Block me

What I would be like if you didn't ruin my perception of love

But when it comes down to it I wish you could block me

And never look back

You always do to make sure I keep running after you

But since I can't press those three buttons 

I hope you can

And though it would show you can live without me

It wouldn't even be anything new

Lets be real

It was all a lie, wasn't it? 

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