I can't help but imagine what my life would have been without you
Not to say you made it so much better
Which at times you did
But you also broke me
I can't help but imagine how happy I would have been if you asked me to date you
We were so close but the words never flowed out of your mouth
Unlike the words "I love you"
I can't help but imagine if I had stopped talking to you after you broke me for the first time
But of course that wasn't enough for me, I had to find out why
And you didn't want to talk about that of course so we started talking about something else
And then I was blocked
I can't help but imagine what we would be like if you didn't lie to me
Block me
Unblock me
Block me
What I would be like if you didn't ruin my perception of love
But when it comes down to it I wish you could block me
And never look back
You always do to make sure I keep running after you
But since I can't press those three buttons
I hope you can
And though it would show you can live without me
It wouldn't even be anything new
Lets be real
It was all a lie, wasn't it?