love?

why?

(Yuki's POV)
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He'll notice omg no! "Can you just pull the glass out already?" As asked as he attempted to remove my shirt. He looked at me and I saw suspicion flash in his eyes but he proceeded to remove the shards which suprisngly hurt a great amount. Shard after painful shard I winced as he pulled out a shard that was pretty far in my arm "OK last one" he quickly pulled it out and bandaged my arm. Great now I have 2 bandages on my arm."Thank you" I muttered and looked at the glass on the floor "We should clean that up" he solomely agreed and went to get the broom. I just sat there knees pulled up to my chest thinking I didn't notice he had walked in. I finally saw him then began to pick up glass. What he did next caught me off guard. He tapped me on the shoulder when I turned to face him he smashed his lips into mine startling me. When he finally realized what he did he pulled away and quickly threw away the glass and went to his room to pack for our stay at the sohma house. I went to my room and packed the kiss lingering in my mind I silently began to cry. I had made this a bad habit. I went to my bathroom and pulled out the knife from under the sink I counted 4 today and 7 yesterday. I changed my shirt and cleaned the blood from the sink put the knife back and grabbed my things. Kyo would never know how much he effected me emotionaly.