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Nuveah p.o.v

The last few months has been hell since kere got hurt deep down inside I think the whole situation is Jeremiah fault and that's all we argue about is kere because of this situation

We been apart for 2 months now I moved out got a job and car and took kere with me it took along ass time for me to do it since I had nothing

I left all the shit he bought for me there for his bitch that decided she wanted my daughter dead

And he got the nerve to want to go to court he fuck with me if he want to imma tell them he relates to drugs and it not safe for her to be round his ass since he wanna go to court

Any bitch,nigga,hoe,slut,tramp,or w.e that want my daughter dead over her some shit her daddy had going on can have his ass my daughter ain't got shit to do with it and need to keep her out of it

Her safety important fuck love if she gotta die straight up he wanna be childish and shit he better grow his ass up

We live in a condo on the beach in San dieago its hard kind of no I'm not bringing niggas round her or even talking to one for that matter

Kere love that nigga ask bout him everyday its hard as hell I still haven't told her why her neck still hurts and why we had to move she to young right now

I talk to my brother but off a pay phone so he want know were I went and Kerr and makia keep in touch and so does me and Brittany

I pray for the parents who lost there daughter that day but I'm just happy it wasn't me

I'm getting kere ready for daycare she 2 now

Kere put your leg up her so I can tie your forces okay mommy and when you done can I twalk to daddy she asked

No kere you gone be late I say plweaasee mommy I never get to talk to him and I miss him she said crossing her arms pouting me to baby I sat

It breaks my heart to see her like this but its his fault are you two fighting mommy

Uhhmmm.......Kere go get your bag so we can go don't you worry bout me and daddy ok OK she said OK good now give me a hug and kiss she gave me a hug and kiss and ran to get her stuff

I walked to the sink to wipe my face maybe I am wrong maybe she need to talk to him maybe I should move back there with my brother and work out a plan for her to see him since I don't plan on getting back with him

You guys might think in over reacting but he told me I wasn't a good parent who says some shit like that to the mother of there damn child he one he claim to be in love with plus he probably on to the next bitch

We still married though because he wouldn't sign the papers he burnt them a inch away from my face when he was drunk

I could care less though hell yeah I still love him but I ain't no body doormat he can't walk all over me

Its like he went into deep depression started staying out late fighting me physically verbally emotionally and all when kere got shot

I wanted to forgive him so bad but I needed time but im banking on going back home I miss it there a lot but I got a erky feeling that I can't shake and

He didn't even kill the bitch ass how she got off with having to see a therapist to get over him for everything she wasn't charged with shit

And he found it funny and amusing I'm not with that shit so I toke her ass out my damn self he know I'm an assaian so he try me like he stupid I'll shot ass again

Torien p.o.v

Its been good out here latley nickolesse and his family moved down here and me and Brittany got married

I been chillin staking money and veah and Jeremiah are done for

He got a new girlfriend named ashantie azante book I told him its cause veah gone that he with her cause her name the same as veah and the girl ugly as hell he just tryna fill the empty ness and hide his emotions

He claiming it ain't but since kere and veah left with no trace he ain't been the same he got me cussed out cause he got veah new nunber from my phone

Crazy shit though veah don't want nun to do with his ass and he fucked up cause he got the new bitch wearing veah clothes and driving the car and shit

Its sad as hell dawwg but he say he don't care bout veah nomoe shidd that's a lie if veah pulled up and said I want you back or even just pulled up he will jump on that so he can miss me with that shit he know veah and him meant to be

She will be back or he gone go crazy and find her ass one way or another

Jeremiah p.o.v

Hell no ion miss veah her ass left me so that's on her I gotta new bad ass bitch her name ashantie azante books kind of like veahs

But that don't mean nun ion want veah I want to see my daughter though

In veah miss me its a matter of time before she come back from were ever she at

And when she do she better bring her ass back home cause I'm barely serving with this new hoe

Who I'm playing can't nobody take veah spot that's why the girl here cause I miss veah so fucking much her and kere this shit ridiculous man kere don't face time me or nun I haven't talk to veah since the day before she left and I was in some shit then and still am cause she just up and left

Im bout to loose my fucking mind my new bitch don't cook clean have fun and the sex wack asf

I do miss her a lot and I'm determined to get her back

Its hard to track her cause she an Asian and can move so swiftly with no trace shid she could be in this city and I prolly still wouldn't know

Ik i messed up but its no reason to want a divorce and full custody of kere

That shit ain't fair I ain't hurt kere and veah don't get it plus she already killed the girl any way so what's the point she might as well come home

Nuveah p.o.v

Since I had the day off I drove down to Miami with kere instead of her going to daycare and went to visit my grand ma grave

I just needed to talk to someone who will listen and in the future give me the advice

But instead of ending up at the grave yard I found myself in front of jeremiah house crying while kere was asleep

I punched the code in but it was wrong so I just back out but then the gates opened

I just pulled in and sat their and cryed my eyes out no one came outside so I went to the door and unlocked it

It was a mess everyhing was out of place I put kere in her room and went to my old room to change but another girl was in there