Just to steal a Heart

Directed To Heart

Sheina's pov

I couldn't ask for more, i have a perfect life, i have good friends, i have a bf, i have good circle of friends and i've got a loving teacher, i dont need more.

The next day

As soon as i wake up, i open my phone to see chats from my classmates and friends i said good morning to my loving bf but he didnt respond, i guess he's not yet awake, i quickly take a bath for my class, i get dressed and got ready to go to school, i chat my bf again to ask if he was already in school but he didnt answer again, when i got to our classroom i put down my bag and got to Shen and the others "hey Sheina did you see what Ash posted on his FB acc?" Winter asked me, i didnt get any notification about his story so i said "no,i didnt get any notification" i open my phone and i quickly clicked FB and clicked on his acc, but i dont see ant new post from him "he doesn't have any new post" i said confused "what? Thats odd, anyway here it is" she also said in a confused tone and showed me her phone, when i read the post i gasp it says 'confessing to Elyse later, i hope she likes me back' i got shocked and the fact that he got a girlfriend and he can still say those words is more shocking, i saw him sa itting in his desk i walked towards hin to talked about the post but the more i walk towards him he stand up and walk away like his trying to ignore me, i was devistated ofcourse, who wouldn't be? The man that made you feel loved, the man that made you smile, the man that protects you from all the backstabbing that all your friends does to you is now no longer love you and he is now going to confess to another girl, i again tried to walked towards him but it dont work he just run like he dont see me running to him

After our class i again chat him "hey, why aren't you answering me and why are you ignoring me in school?" i chat him again and again asking why, i then come to the point to ask "do you still love me?" i was already crying that time i dont know what would i do if i lose him, i dont know what to do if i lost him, his the only reason why im still keeping myself alive, after a few days im still depressed about it, i still try to talk to him but it was no use, after what happend i then again to SH i thought that im already clean but no... It came back, my anxiety, my depression, everything, i want to tell this with my friends but my insecurities came back, i got scared to tell them about my problems. Me crying in the bathroom is now a common thing to me again, it just hurts, my hear shattered into pieces again, i now have to build it all by myself again after someone breaking it, my heart hurts so much....