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FELIX POV
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„Number 5 and 8-“
Breath in, breath out...
„Lee Felix and Hwang Hyunjin, please sign in“ said the teacher and I almost had a cardiac arrest.
I convulsively held the pen and stared at the desk, raising my other hand for a moment. Yeonjun is with some girl from our class and I... I'm supposed to do a project with my... crush?
„Are you alive?“ whispered Yeonjun to me. „Y-yeah... but I probably won't be soon-“ „At least you have a chance to get close to him“ „Are you normal?“ I looked at him, wondering if he'd lost his mind.
Then the teacher finished up the rest of the class and was still saying some information. I really want to die, I can't do this project, I really can't.
I tried to calm down for a moment, and then the bell rang for recess. Hah, I want to go home and it's just the beginning of the day...
Most of the students got up and went into the hallway or somewhere through recess.
I stayed in the classroom, facing the window, trying to survive somehow. Yeonjun went to the bathroom and then he has to see the teacher through some thing. I don't want to be here alone..
I lay still and thought about Fargo. I want to go to him, but I don't know how I'm going to get through school and that stupid project.
I was thinking until someone threw a paper ball at me and it hit me in the head.
I cowered more and laid back down, only to have a literal pencil fly at me. I immediately put my hands on my head and ducked even more.
I wasn't even lying on the bench anymore, but I was pressed up against the wall, my head almost under the table by my knees, and my hands on my head to protect it somehow.
I don't want this, I don't want another year like this...
„Hey, you slut, how's your salami?“ one of the guys in the class called out to me and five other people started laughing. I wanted to cry and run away but my body couldn't take it.
I stayed like a statue in the same position I was in before he called out to me. I didn't answer him, I was afraid to do anything..
But he came up to me and grabbed me by the hair. I groaned a little from the pain and was unable to open my eyes.
„I asked you a question, is it polite to answer“ he spat in my face and I looked at him with fear in my eyes..
„You're disgusting,“ he said, and I felt my cheek pinch, to which he walked away. Until I turned a little to my right, where I found with a glance that Hyunjin was watching me.
I immediately buried my head in my knees at that and was almost curled up in my chair.
I felt terrible... someone does this to me, the rest of them laugh at me, and my crush just stares at me dumbly. Could it get any worse?
I couldn't take it and let go of my tears that were soaking into my pants. Why are they hurting me, why are they doing this... what have I done to them?
So I like horses and I ride them, someone else likes to dance or sing and it doesn't make them gay either. Why me? Why am I the victim of bullying?
I tried to calm my free-flowing tears and stop thinking about this... whereupon someone hugged me.
„I'm away for a while and when I come back I see you like this, what happened?“ Yeonjun whispered.
„H-He took advantage of that.. he was mean to me and-and then he slapped me“ I whispered back.
„Next time you'll come with me“ he whispered and patted my head. At that I sat up normally and started to feel comfortable having someone here to watch my back.
And the next thing will be that I'll have to somehow start talking to Hyunjin... through that project a-and I don't know how...
„Now what do we have?“ I looked at Yeonjun. „I think physics“ „Oh... I hate physics“ „You get straight A's in almost everything“ „Yeah, but I just don't like it“
The rest of the school day went fine. No teacher asked us to do hardly anything, just always told us what we were going to do this school year and stuff like that.
At the moment our last lesson was chemistry and the teacher gave us a small paper to practice on, not for grades, just for our own good. It looks easy for me, so I'll have it done in a bit.
I was about to get started but someone touched me with a finger from behind. I immediately realized it was Hyunjin... because there's no one else sitting there.
It made me freeze, but I had to turn to him slowly. „Don't you have something to write?“ He asked, staring at me. „Y-yeah“ I quickly turned around and started looking for a pen.
Then I turned to him and handed him a pen. „Thanks“ he said and took the pen. I then turned around and started filling out the paper.
„Are you ok?“ Yeonjun piped up to me, because he could hear and half see everything very well. „Yeah?“ I looked up from the paper and stared at him.
He laughed after a silence and came closer to me „You're blushing a little“ At that I immediately turned my head to the window. Damn- I immediately calmed down and finished my worksheet.
It was simple and five minutes before the end of class I had it done. I still helped Yeonjun finish it and somehow a minute after the bell rang, we went to turn it in.
„What are you planning today?“, I asked him. „I'm going shopping with my dad, so something like that. What about you? Horses?“ he asked.
„I don't know, probably not today, I have to go to the library here to return a book. We have a shorter class tomorrow so I'll go tomorrow“ I smiled at him and slowly walked out of the classroom with him.
„See you later“ we said and we each went our separate ways. I headed towards the library and he headed towards his locker.
I'm a smart student, so I do read occasionally and at the moment I have to return one book, which takes me five minutes at most.
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↳˳⸙;; ❝ Haii, so the next chapter is here 😇. So Felix is paired with Hyunjin, how unexpected... When will the two of them start talking? 👀-
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