Autism Conundrum

"Aims"

"As life continues, with its bumps and obstacles we strive and get through all these problems and they just slowly fade away like my brother Jerry starting to socialize but it wasn't a big leap forward I must say actually. Though my brother may have learned how to speak a little and express emotion he still can't do the problem 1+4 which is my problem. Jerry, a hyperactive boy but not diagnosed with ADHD which is a big surprise for me because of all his random jumping, random screaming, and etc. but honestly I rather prefer ADHD than his current state."

"Honestly, I only have two goals and one is too take care of Jerry till death and make sure he lives to see another decade in his life without accidentally killing himself with those odds being high. My other goal is to serve the world with a purpose of making it better but I'll talk about that later. You must know that my brother is everything to me, he's my life and soul and my main purpose to life and I would sacrifice having a family, a friend, a loved one, just for another loved one because unlike friends who slowly fade away and maybe never see them again is different comparing to have a brother who you lived with, slept with, cried with, laughed with, or simply cared with. I will never meet another person as great and lovable as my brother because I will never have another brother after the early separation of my parents though in other terms I may have another brother but not one blood related or close enough to even say I Love You."

"But more about my life to get a perspective, My grandpa is Christian pastor and my grandma is a hardworking nurse devoted to to her family and only her family which doesn't really serve the world at all really. You see, I prefer to serve the world and making it better even with with small little donations as long as it makes the world a better place I'm happy with what I've done and I prefer that. You see, we weren't born into this Earth just to serve our family, care for our loved ones, No, because we came into this world not only hoping it will be better but making it better and honestly that's just one of my goals in life and it should be one of yours too."