Bad Girl + Bad Boy

Chapter 21

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Little do you know by: Alex & Sierra

1 week later~
3 AM
Mackenzie POV

I woke out of no where again. I haven't really slept in a long time. I just can't stop thinking about that night and what I saw. I get up to go to the bathroom. Then I start to throw up. I haven't really ate at all. I haven't left the house at all. I haven't gone to school. I haven't even seen Hayes and I plan to not see him for a long time. I just don't understand why he will do that. Cameron, Jessica, and Mitchell have been here to support me. Cameron will always come and check on me every night. I go to my room and get back to bed. I just want hayes to be with me and to hold me.

"Mackenzie." Cameron whispers knocking on the door.
"Come in." I say with a crack in my voice. Cameron gets in bed with me and hugs me tight and cuddles with me. It's not weird because he is my older brother. I start to cry so hard in his chest.
"Shh it's going to be okay." Cameron whispers.
"C-Cameron why why! Why does he do this to me. Why did he?" I whisper yell.
" I don't know Mackenzie."
"Thanks cam." I say.
"You don't need to thank me. You know I'm always here for you. " he said kissing my forehead. "Get some sleep Mackenzie." He said and with that I fall in deep sleep.

Hayes P.O.V.

"What did you do to Mackenzie!" Nash yells at me.
"I cheated on her." I mutter.
"No shit Hayes. Why will you do that?" Nash yelled again.
"Why can't you sometimes mind your own goddamn business!" I yell back.
"I'm sorry I worrying about Mackenzie. She is like my little sister and I'm just trying to care of her and helping her out. But really Hayes. Why will do that?" Nash said sitting next to me.
"I fucked up! I mess up everything. EVERYTHING! I HATE MYSELF AND MY LIFE. I WISH I CAN SOMETIMES DIE!" I yell crying and throwing stuff in my room.
"Hayes! Stop! Chill bro." Nash said coming up to me.
"No Nash leave me alone. 3 minutes ago you were blaming me for something that I did. It's funny because your MY brother and you care so much about Mackenzie. I screw really bad but I'll like some help but You aren't really helping no one isn't. Everyone is BLAMING me. My life is always fucking screwed." I yelled.
"Just please get out." I mutter.
"H-Hay" I cut him off by yelling "get out!"

•Later that day•
This whole day I have been crying and in bed. It was night. I get out of my room and look for the car keys of Nash's car. I found it and then leave without saying anything. While I was in the car ride I start to cry and yell at myself. I go to an abandoned park and get out my bag of weed. This made me feel good. It just make me forget about everything. I get back in the car and drive home. Worst. Mistake.

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Hello beautiful people at there! Well I decided to keep my book since you guys want me to. Here is a small chapter. I'll be updating soon :) bye:)