Queen of the Broken-hearted

Our History as Women

Everyone wants to be shown love and romanticized especially women, some girls find love easier than other. Those girls most of the time get married or at least engaged by the time they're twenty how do some girls get love so easily some of them are gorgeous but plain personality or blonde (mentally, not physically although sometimes both). Some are snobby and pretty, some are rude and fake while those of us real girls that aren't as attractive on the outside get left alone like the plague. Why do we get picked for looks when most people just want to be told "I liked her because she's got a heart of gold, mind of a genius, and deserves more love than any other girl in the world." But instead we get: "Brooooo, I never knew a girl could look like that she is ug-ly." When we don't go around criticizing them on their gross habits like farting, scratching, belching, re-adjusting their privates, or just being rude, entitled, verbally sexually abusing us. Women just have to sit tight and keep our mouths and words to ourselves. I'm sorry, but no! We deserve the same amount if not more respect than men. We endure them, periods, child birth, postpartum, criticism from EVERYONE around us especially our own mothers, rapers, pervs, and so many other issues. I'm not saying men don't go through these issues but they're issues are slightly different. Why do we have to endure it like ladies why can't we stick it or lose our temper and let them have a piece of our minds? Why can't us less fortunate-looking girls get the hottest men like the pretty bleak girls? I mean why are we sexual object we are people just like them we have thoughts, feelings, wants, needs, what every other persons needs, wants, feels, thinks, etc. why just cause we're physically plain or "ugly" can't we be seen as pretty instead of nerdy, dorky, weird, a nothing, by the smoking guys, or even nerdy guys. We can like a guy by their brains, personality, talents, etc. but we have to find love based off of what they find attractive. We need to be skinny but with boobs and butt, pudgy with thick thighs, long hair or dyed hair with piercings, no one wants a fat girl with big boobs but no butt who is innocent and not dirty minded or disrespectful. Why is it that the decent girls always end up alone with no one to love them, or get tricked into believing the guy is great when instead he's a douche who we settled for cause no one else showed us any affection. Why can't we get good guys who love us. Don't get me wrong some of us do and we are all jealous and happy for them but it hurts when we don't get that for ourselves. When even our guy friends are like "Any guy would be lucky to have you! But..... you're not my type, don't worry though they're is plenty of fish in the sea to choose from." How are we supposed to find love if those closest to us feel indifferent to us too. Most girls have just want to be held and smothered in kisses and go on cute dates with flowers and movies, and dinners or picnics or just spend the day in bed cuddled up with blankets watching romcoms that make us cry. Every girl wants to be wooed and loved like the basic girls who just flutter their eyes and a hundred guys fall to their knees to just for her to walk past them. Why are stripers so attractive they aren't real they're just the equivalent of hot muscular guys covered in tanning oil in Speedos for women no man naturally looks like that it's a show a disgusting show for each sex. I want a man with good humor, common sense, sensible, sensitive, brave, protective but not controlling, some one who is intelligent but not a know-it-all, he doesn't even have to be a generally attractive man just as long as he's mine and loves me he will always be attractive to me. I'm Kenna and this is all the hardships most "unattractive" women go through when looking for love.