The Sweet Escape

Never leave you

" I'm so so sorry everyone, I don't know what happened I just.. lost it, I just don't feel ok and i don't know this is all.. to much." I could hear my heart in my head, it was thumping like crazy "It's alright baby just get some rest." Bill  gave me a sweet smile, he took me to our room, I didn't get up for the rest of the day.

I could only think about Toms words, he completely destroyed me as a person. Everyone came in to say their goodbyes, they were going home, finally i could be alone, I couldn't stand  being under the same roof as tom. "Please baby don't do this!" The little white girl started screaming.

I wanted do tape her mouth up. "I'm tired of you, you mean nothing to me, I got what I wanted so leave!" As I peaked out of my door, I saw Tom spit at Jen, why is he just shoving her off, I didn't like her but nobody deserves that. She ran out the door as bill gave tom a big hug before leaving" I'll take good care of her I promise!"

I felt my skin crawl at the sound of the door closing, I ran back into bed facing the opposite direction of the door. the foot steps got closer and closer, I shut my eyes pretending to be asleep.

The steps were just on the others side of the bed, so I tried not to move a muscle. "Quit the fucking act!" Tom spat at me, his cold tone made my skin tremble in fear.

I continue to ignore him, he climbed in bed beside me, "well.. if she's asleep I guess she won't mind if I just.." he begin to kiss my bare shoulder, it sent a cold streak down my spine, he ran his hand down my body, holding onto my waist.

He pulled me closer, my waist was touching his, I continued to play asleep in hopes he would fuck off somewhere. He grabbed onto my face the same way he did every time he was angry at me, he forced me to face towards him, i felt his breath on my lips.

As his lip ring brushed against my lip, he pressed my face together forcing me to make a fish like face. His tongue broke entry in between my lips, I pulled away, and jump out of the bed.

I ran down the stairs and headed out the door. I took a look down at my body and I was half naked, i guess bill had undressed me. But at this point I could care less, I ran towards the beach  "GWEN?!"

He yelled out but I didn't look, "GWEN BABY WHERE ARE YOU?!" I take a peak back and he's looking back and forth, his eyes landed on me. I dove into the water, i tried holding my breath for as long as possible.

What felt like minutes were only a couple seconds. After awhile I felt hands on me , i keep trying to push away but it wasn't working, it came down to the point where I wasn't able to hold my breath any longer. I began to drown, Tom had his weight on me so I couldn't stand up.

As soon as I wrapped my hands around him I dug my nails into his back in hopes to bring him pain, but soon after, everything went dark. For some reason I felt dizzy, I felt like throwing up, my eyes shot open as water comes spilling out of my mouth, i cough a couple of times before looking around.

I was on the sand and Tom was sitting on top of me, "get off of me" he threw himself off, he finally did as i said, "you fucking psycho you almost killed me, but let me guess I deserved it, just like i deserved to get raped!" He looked at me with a face of shock. "When will you learn?"

He stood up taking me with him by my arm, he walked towards the house slowly, exhausted from all the running. "Why me tom, why me, you have said it before I'm not special, so why do you torture me?!" He glares at me, "because I fucking love you Gwen"

I stare at him in disbelief, " you 'love' me, how could you say such a thing after all you've done, everything you've put me through?!" He let go of my arm and dropping onto the sand. "I don't know what's wrong with me Gwen, but ever since I met you all I've ever wanted was you, no matter how I got it, all I wanted.. was you."