Coca - Cola by Loverboyrando

Third Eye Kisses - Eyedress

Darling, the sound of your body getting close and your heartbeat synchronizing with mine is what I desire at this very moment. I want to feel your body warmth all night, no, I want it all the time, constantly, eternally, never ending, whatever as long as it lasts forever. the images of you smiling cheerfully in my head and looking at me with those beautiful eyes of urs, oh how I wish to gaze at them once again even tho I would be too scared say anything and cause an awkward scene. what am I saying at this late hour? I guess what the people said were right, after the clock strikes twelve, emotions, thoughts, desires, lust, and all are much more powerful. Either fortunately or unfortunately, I feel a little bit of everything, mostly out of love but a little of lust won't kill.  Although there's people who just want sex and nothing more, I would kill to be the first one to feel all of you, and u be the first to feel all of me. you are the most worthiest to be my first time, I won't have it any other way. I have flirted with so many other girls but you, my one and only, is the only woman I would truly sin for. I want our experience to be the most disgustingly beautiful event in our lives. Beautiful? How so you may ask yourself? Seeing how most girls I have talked to. get left by their "loves", feel like shit after doing the dirty deed, I want to do the most cutest and most thoughtful efforts for u. I want to hold you into my arms and let you know that everything will be alright and I won't shame you ever. Maybe in a degrading manner if u like but other than that, no. You have my word and if I ever break it, I would kill myself knowing I have hurt someone that I truly loved. After you feel comfortable and safe with me, I would go make some hot chocolate, buy ur favorite snacks, order food, pirate a movie, or even better, watch an anime that is very touching. I want to create a bond with u so strong, u would feel ur very best and become the greatest person u ever seen. Every time we hang out or call, u feel very comfortable and so extroverted. although it sounds stupidly cliche, I want to make u the happiest woman ever, so much, u could probably explode lol. Another stupid thing, ever since I started to notice how girls start to need aftercare, I realized that was the crucial moment of getting to know if u are actually in the relationship for love or lust. After talking with a close friend of mine, she exclaimed how most guys came after her, for lustful reasons of course, and that it made her so guarded, so closed, so, idk the word but u get it, probably, anyways, she always has her guard up so she won't give in to fake "love". Its heartbreaking to know that there is such trash like that to exist and I want to remind u that every guy is not like that. I want you to be the nastiest but also the most happiest. Or rather, be comfortable in both aspects of privacy and publicity. Speaking of publicity, I would show you off, if u like, everyday. And not just pictures of u acting all pretty but also cute pics of me doing things for u. When I was little, I made a whole mental list ready for the future girlfriend. Hopefully that lucky girl would be u. I have seen vids of how to make eternal roses and beautifully decorated hand written notes. OH, SPEAKING OF HANDWRITTEN NOTES, that was the major reason I write so well. Lol, did you know that when I was in 6th or 5th, I forgot to write my name on a paper and the teacher asked the class which girl lost their paper and nobody answered. With embarrassment, I was about to stand up and get it and pretend to give it someone else but my friend Patricia, said how it was mine and how I had the most beautiful notes ever, much more or as a girls. Although I was kind of embarrassed, I told the teacher that I worked on my handwriting for personal reasons and yada yada. I was praised a lot for having such good handwriting and how it was easily readable. Later, in my sophomore year, I was assigned to the best robotics group as a writer and showed off my skills along with my realistic drawings. It was a masterpiece of a journal with detailed information of how the robot was assembled and what our crew did. Anyways, I would love to write u stuff about what I dream to do with u or how I enjoyed a particular day.