Him and I || tom kaulitz

.~part 10~.

Hey guys so Ik last chap I said we'd fast forward but we are gonna do it this one aha xx

2 months laster

"Hey y/n" bill said
"Hey bill" you said
"So I was wondering if you wanna come to this party tonight it's at my friends house?"
"Ofc I'll come, will Tom be there?"
"It wouldn't be a party if he wasn't" bill giggled
"Aha Ofc then what time"
"7"
"Okay bye bill"
She quickly hung up and the time was half 4
"Shit I need to get ready"
She got in the shower and instantly felt relaxed from the warm water hitting her body. She shaved and exfoliated her skin and then washed her hair.

5:30
"Shit I still need makeup and hair"

Your outfit

Your shoes

Your makeup

Your hair

6:50
*beep beep*
She grabbed her stuff and stared at her weed. She hesitated for a moment and just put it in her bag anyway as she ran down the stairs and walked outside to the taxi.
"Hey beautiful " Tom said eyeing u
"Hey Tommy" you said grinning at him
"So guys, let's stick together this time since last time y/n was kidnapped we just need to be carful okay?"bill said staring at you

Toms pov
Gosh she looks so hot I just went her to be mine so bad I want to be hers but what if she doesn't like me and what bill said is true I just need to keep an eye on her, I can't let anything happen to her.

7:00

Tom and bill got out the car as Tom opened the door for you he grabbed your waist and he held you close to him not wanting to let go.
"Tommy you can let go im not gonna wonder off"you said giggling
"I'm just worried " Tom said with a nervous voice
You didn't answer him and you all walked in and it's like any other party so you just went to smoke first and then got s drink but nobody knew you was high at the moment.

You started drinking a lot and I mean a lot. After a while you was just dancing with bull and gustav since georg wants well so he didn't come.

"Where's Tom" you yelled loud in bills ear
"I'm not sure" bill said back

You left the main area and walked upstairs to the balcony but someone caught your eye out on the balcony. It was Tom and some red hair girl and it was very clear they were flirting. Anger filled you so quick and as you watched Tom kissed her. Your heart broke into a million pieces and you just felt empty and angry.

You walked out the party and just walked home since it was like 10 minutes away but it felt forever. Once you got in you just ran upstairs to change and you just broken down looking at yourself. You seen the little box under your bed and you just pulled it out and took your blade out. You cut yourself multiple times on the arm. You started crying more

"Why does Tom not like me, what did I do" you said crying even more and you wasn't sure if the alcohol kicked in or if it was you being high, you just decided to sleep and you slept for ages.

You went to sleep around 3ish and woke up around 10pm. You check your phone

Tommy😘: 50 texts , 76 missed calls
Bill🤍: 20 missed calls , 60 texts
Mum❣️: 10 missed calls, 14 messages
And a lot more

You sighed and called bill
"Y/n omg are you okay "
"Yes bill im fine"
"Why'd you go"
"Are you with Tom"
"Yes why"
"Don't worry bill"
"No I'll go outside "
You heard Tom speaking in German and you heard your name
"So what's up"
"Well I walked upstairs to look for Tom and he was on the balcony kissing some red head girl and flirtin"
"Omg really?y/n I'm so sorry I'll talk to him"
"No bill it's fine"
You hung up and just went back to sleep.

With bill and Tom

"Tom what the fuck"
"What? Is she okay"
"No Tom she isn't"
"Why?"
"She sounds like crying for god knows how many times now because of you"
"What did I do?"
"She caught you with some red head girl"
Tom went silent
"See Tom you really fucked up"
"I'm gonna go see her"
"No Tom don't youll make it worse "
Tom just walked upstairs feeling disgusted in himself.he decided to just sleep like you did.