Trevor Zegras | Enchanted

Last August

"Your back beneath the sun
Wishin' I could write my name on it
Will you call when you're back at school?
I remember thinkin' I had you"

- T. Swift
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  Last August

  "You'll call me everyday even if you have school" Trev asks laying next you in your bed.

  "Of course why wouldn't I" you answer with another question. You laid next to him peacefully feeling safe staring into his blue eyes.

  "I just want this to last" he mumbles hoping you'll understand.

"Me to, I just want this to be between us for now though" you say thinking of how everyone would react. Jack being upset, your mom wanting to start planning your weeding even if your just dating. It would be a shit show.

"I can do that for a little" Trev says leaning in placing a kiss on your forehead.

"We'll be so far apart" you start getting emotional just thinking of the idea of that.

"We can make it work I promise" Trev says trying to keep your worries to a minimum.

"Okay I believe you" you say giggling at the idea of all the ways that this could workout you could have found the one.

September

"Hey I gotta call you back" Trev said over the phone.

  "Okay bye" you said then the phone hung up.

  It had been a month since you had seen Trevor last. It had been going okay he's just always busy so he can't talk a lot.

  You started college and it was going well. You hadn't made many friends since all you did was go to class, study, talk to your family and Trev.

  At this point you wish you had Ella or Luke with you. You would at least know someone. Have someone to talk to all the time when needed. But they went there own way after high school.

October

  "You played amazing" you told Trevor over the phone.

  "Thanks Y/n/n" Trev said with a yawn. "Hey I'm really tired so I'm going to go to bed okay good night" he said and hung up before you could even say good night.

  Those kinds of night you would sit in bed wondering if this would actually work out. If you and Trev could really make this relationship work between you two.

November

"Hey Trev" You say picking up the phone in the middle of studying.

"Hey Y/N" Trevor says. You notice the use of your full name and not your nickname immediately.

"What is wrong" You say now starting to get worried.

"I- I don't think we are going to work out" Trevor says at first having a hard time saying the sentence.

"Oh" you say quietly. "Okay that's fine" you add. You could feel this coming. All the short phone calls him being distant. You just wish it could last a little longer.

"I'm sorry I- I" Trevor says but is cut off by your

"No I get it it's fine don't worry" you said cutting in. Your eye welling up with tears.

"Okay I'm going to go okay" Trev says and hangs up.

You immediately break down crying moving your stuff from studying off your bed so that you just curl up in a ball and cry.

  December - Now

  You've gotten over the break up but your still I little hurt. He was the one who said he wanted it to work out. But it is what it is. His lost. Those words echoed in your head trying to make you feel better. Trying to make yourself think it was him not you. But truly deep down you knew it was neither.