Trevor Zegras | Enchanted

Missing you

"How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes
And trying to look busy
And you're doing your best to avoid me
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you should have held me
Oh, I'm scared to see the ending
Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud"

                         -T. Swift
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  "Oh" Trevor mumbles.

"What" you ask confused.

"Nothing" Trevor says. The two of you sit in silence the rest of the car ride.

"Get out" Quinn says while opening the trunk.

"So James and Z you guys going to talk to those girls who asked for your numbers" Jack said.

"Probably" James said bluntly. "She was hot" James continues.

"I don't know" Trevor says tiredly. You just look at Trevor with daggers.

"I'm going to bed" you say rushing inside. You head upstairs and jump into the shower right away. You just let the run over you not moving or washing yourself.

  When you walk back into your room Trevor is sitting there on your bed. And you are happy you had changed in the bathroom.

  "Thought you would be asleep by now" he mumbled messing with his thumbs.

  "Well I'm not" you say falling into your bed.

  "Can I stay here for a bit" Trev asks.

  "Sure why not" you mumbled as Trevor throws himself back. Your now both laying in your bed looking at each other.

  "You going to talk to that girl" you ask with a hint of jealousy.

  "Probably not" He responds.

  "Good" you say rolling onto your back.

  "You jealous or something" Trevor says picking you.

  "Maybe I don't know" You mumble.

  "Don't lie" Trevor says sitting up slightly so he can look at you.

  "A little" you mumbled then burst out laughing.

  "I knew it" Trevor giggles. "Wait why is that funny" he asks.

"I don't know" You say between laughs. Then you just stop. "Are you actually thinking about texting her" you ask with a look of worry.

"I don't know maybe" he says now laying on his back.

  "Are you being serious" you ask with anger building up in you.

  "Ya why wouldn't I be" he laughs.

  "Get out" you mumble.

  "What" Trevor asks with a confused look on his face.

  "Get out" you shout. Trevor gets up as fast as possible and stumbles out of your room.

"Fuck men" you mumbled to yourself with tears blurring your vision. You get up and turn off your light and go to bed crying yourself to sleep.

When you woke up it was still dark and you just feel someone shaking you.

"What" you ask confused to who was shacking you.

"I can't sleep" you hear Trevor mumble.

"Get in" you say patting the bed next to you.

"Are you mad at me" he says. You can hear him shuffling around to get to the other side of the bed.

"No" mumble.

"Good" he huffs while getting into the bed.

"Just go to bed" you say while flipping over to face his direction. After about ten minutes you had gone to sleep again.

  The next time you woke up it was light outside with sun flooding your room with light. You leaned up to see Trevor was gone. When walking over to your bathroom you can hear the shower running.

  "Hello" you say opening the door a little. "Hello" you say again. "Trevor" you shout getting closer to the shower.

  "Ya" he says poking his head out from behind the shower curtain.

  "I was just wondering who was using my shower" you say with a big smile.

  "Oh sorry" he giggles.

  "It's fine" you say and leave the bathroom.

  When you leave you change into a comfortable outfit deciding today you would stay inside and relax and probably read your book.

  After about ten minutes Trevor walks out of the bathroom in a white t-shirt wish black sweatpants. His hair is wet still and messy.

  "I thought you left" you saying only looking slightly up from your book.

  "No I just needed a shower" he says with a big smile. "What you reading" he continues.

  "A romance slash mystery novel" you respond.

  "Interesting see you later" Trevor says before leaving your room so you can be in peace.

  After a hour of reading you decide to head downstairs for breakfast.

  "There is the gorgeous beautiful girl" James says as you walk down the stairs.

  "Stop it" you say giggling.

  "So did either of you text those girls?" Luke asks looking at James and Trevor.

  "Ya" James says with a big smile.

  "Yes" Trevor mumbles almost quite enough for you not to hear. You just froze for a second but don't wait to long so it's not noticeable.

  "Are they pretty" You ask.

  "Oh hell ya" Luke answers for the two boys.

  "Cool I think I'll just take this upstairs" you say with your bawl of cereal in hand.

  By the time you reached your room you couldn't swallow your cereal properly. You knew Trevor wasn't in the wrong but you couldn't help but feel hurt.