Chapter 3

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2 months passed, both were confused, conflicted, they usually never let a relationship get this serious. However they weren't even officially together. Yet there they were, in Raines house, sitting on the couch, with eda in their arms, watch true crime documentaries.

Eda's POV:
What's wrong with me?... I was supposed to kill them 2 weeks ago.. Now I'm just sitting in their arms.. But.. I feel safe in their arms, why can't I just kill them!? Iv killed so many others without hesitation..  So what's different about Raine..?..  God.. Get your head out the clouds.. But the way they hold me.. And touch me.. And God damn.. Their a hella good lover.. Because damn.. They kiss me once and I'm in heaven.. Their eyes.. I never thought I'd love the color green.. The way the talk to me.. It's so delicate.. Their so cute.. But hey, it could be worse.. They could be hot.
"Calamity, are you paying attention?" Oh shit.. I looked over at them, and we were so close.. My stomach was swarming.. My face is hot.. Then they raised their eyebrow.. With that sweet smile.. Wait.. No.. No no no.. GOD FUCKING DAMNIT... their.. Hot!? Ahhhh!!!! Noo..!! And I'm just smiling like an idiot!!! 

Narrator POV:

Eda was indeed smiling like an idiot, untill Raine kissed her on the cheek. "Ah! I.. Um.. How about... You come to my place.. Tomorrow?" Eda asked. And Raine happily agreed. "Il be there.. Is noon  okay?"  They asked, "yep! See ya tomorrow!" She said, and went home, happy, and upset.. It was a rollercoaster if emotions. When she made it home she had no idea what to do she started talking to herself.
"What do I do.. What do I do!?.. I.. Do I.. Actually.. Like Raine?.. But.. I'm supposed to kill them.. I have to.. I.. Damnit it..! Pick a side... If.. I do.. Like Raine and be with them.. I can't keep killing.. But.. If I kill them.. I don't know.. Ughh!!!" She decided to have a glass of wine, then go to sleep.

When eda woke up to the sound if her door bell, she got up and walked out her room door and suddenly she was in a beautiful and elegant white gown with a Vail on her head, and her hair down. She looked forward a whole wedding. A beautiful one at that, and Raine waiting at the altar for her. She walked down the aisle, and was taken by Raine in their arms. When they kissed her, the world seemed to turn around. She was I front of a house on a hill, with bats flying around her and Raine, with a little black dog, Raine then picked her up spinning her around, then they were both in leather suits, then eda threw a grenade at the white House, and rai e kissed her as flames consummed the building, Raine held her down with a sweet loving look. Then their mouth started moving but it was an alarm clock sound eda was confused.

She then sat up in bed and looked around, it was a dream. She sighed, and if you looked at her close enough, you could see a smile on her face, the things  she dreamed gave her hope.  She took a shower and got ready for the day. She put on shorts, and boots, but was just in a bra, then caught sight of her door, she smiled, with some hope her dream would come true if she walked through the door. So she just threw on a jacket, not even bothering to zip it up. She walked through the door, and was very disappointed, but to a point where it made sense, and forgot to put on an actual shirt.  She walked around like that, because it didn't really matter she lived alone. So she completely forgot she didn't have on an actual shirt, and was planning to finally kill Raine.

When it came noon, she heard a knock on her door, and went an answered it. It was indeed Raine and when they saw her, their eyes almost popped out their sockets. "Hey Rainestorm, come in, she said, walking away from the door. Raine was completely red,and walked in. She then turned to them, with her phone in hand. " so.. I was thinking we could hang out.. In the living room, or.. My room.. You know?" She asked, not even really paying attention. Raine was staring at her, but not her eyes, something else that came is pairs of two. "Raine? Did you hear me?" She asked, putting her band on her hip, giving a confused look. "Hey um, you want something to drink?" She asked. Raine finally looked up. "I.. Um.. Y-yeah" they said, and headed into the kitchen with her.

Eda's plan was to get Raine to let their guard down, and push them down her basement. She gave then a glass of wine, then sat up on her counter. Only then did Raine look up, but still weren't looking her in the eyes.  They started talking as the normally would, and even then Raine still wouldn't look at her eyes.

After a while eda was leading Raine to her room. Then walked passed the door to her basement. "Hey.. Umm.. Look down here" she said opening the door to the basement. Raine looked. "Wow, long drop" they said, as Eda got behind them. "Mhm.. " she said, then got ready to push them. Eda's hands were shaking, she tried, but deep down, she knew she couldn't. She loves them, and she had to admit that. Eda then grabbed them, and spun them around with her, but ended up with her back to the wall, with Raine now keeping her pinned, this wasn't part of the plan...

Both eda and Raine were blushing, only now was Raine looking her in the eyes. Eda and Raine stood there, eyes locking. Eda knew she couldn't kill them, she just couldn't bring herself to do it. And Raine.. They looked at her with stars in their eyes.
Neither could even dream of harming the other. And as the saying goes, if you love them, you let them go.

Just.. One last kiss

They both thought.

They shared a sweet kiss, and honest, loving kiss. And they pulled apart, neither could bare to be more than a few inches away. They kept kissing, those same honest kisses, love, and holding each other. And finally stopped to breathe, Raine was again looking down, and eda finally caught on. "What are you.-.. " eda tranced their sight, and blushed heavily and pushed them off her. "Raine! Your pervert!!!" She yelled covering her face. "Sorry! Sorry! Why don't you have on a shirt!?"  They asked, eda was still to embarrassed. "Fuck you!!"  Raine was ammused. "Oh come on! You can say fuck you!" They said, but because eda wasn't thinking straight she yelled. "Fine!!... Fuck me then!!! You idiot-... " eda realised what she just said, and Raine had a tempting look on their face. "I mean.. If you want... " they said, shrugging. Eda took a second to think. "....This is Purley for science" she said.

The next morning eda woke up next to Raine, and she smiled, and Raine her hand through their hair. She knew this couldn't last.. And it would hurt her. But, if she stayed with them, she knew she'd have to kill them. And the irony if all this.. They wenrnt even dating.

A few days later, they were out in the park together, but eda knew when she had to do.. Raine had her hand, so she slowly backed away from them. "Eda? Is something wrong?" They asked. "I.. I'm sorry.. This.. Us.. Is getting.. To intense for me... I.. I should go.. " she said, her eye Welling up. And she left, then ran home. Leaving Raine in the park. Their original plan was to kill her, they wenrnt dating her.. So.. Why did it hurt so much?..


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